Maisarah Fantastic

2011-02-06T19:40:00.003+08:00

Hello people ! I just came back .. Soo tired and my leg hurts . Haha !
Went to Kampong Glam , Chinatown and Chinese Garden today . Since last Thursday I wanted to go but people were all busy . Then at last today Faezil accompany me . First went to Kampong Glam . Went to the museum . Went to the shophouses area . Had lunch at McD . After that we went to Chinatown . I love the shophouses there , super nice !! Walked around . Then went to Chinese Garden for just taking picture . Then went home . Now I got a lot of things to do . Okay bye .

2011-02-02T21:22:00.003+08:00

Wahh my blog seriously dead .. Hahaha ! Many things happened actually but forget it . Haha . Erm , I'm already feeling the stress in studies . I will always get tired after school .. Not like last year where I can slack after school . Its a no no fr this year . Haiyo ! Well yeah , not gonna post that frequent cause I'll be busy and for sure tired .. So , I will post when I feel like posting . OUh it's February . February , please be good to me :( Eh this month got Valentine's Day ! But nahh , I don't care . Okay bye :D

2011-01-08T12:00:00.002+08:00

So fast that it has been 1 week . School activities was so packed . Had 3 days of sec 1 orientation and two days of going to open house which is Singapore Poly and Republic Poly . Now , I have like tons of undone homework from orientation day till Friday . Lots of homework need to be done . I also need money now ! Need to buy art stuffs . So many things to buy and the stuffs also expensive . I save money also no use already .. Erm .. Just now , I freaked out in the toilet cause I saw a centipede . I quickly got out of the toilet . Mother helped to kill that centipede . Super disgusting ! Ouhh yaa , now I'm soooo maaaaad with my mother !!!!!! Because she's wasting my time to buy my stuffs . She asked me to wait for my sister !! Why the hell I need to wait for her !!!? She also not schooling !! I'm the one that's schooling !! Such a waste of my time waitng for my sister !!!! -.-" I wanted to buy everything today so that ther rest of my time I can do my schoolwork . Also , so that I won't keep on thinking of what to buy . I hate my sister for she is working !!! I also hate it because of her , I cannot go and buy cause I need to wait for her !!! Right now , I feel like screaming out loud !! Seriously ! Yeah , and I accidentally broke my glass and nearly stepped on it .

2011-01-01T12:08:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year everyone !

Wow , I missed posting . I feel like there's a lot to be shared about but I will only post about yesterday . Hehs . Well , yesterday wasn't really a good day for me . I was soooo fed up about something . Full of shit laa . But , I don't care anymore laa . So yesterday I went out with my cousins .. Siti , Idris , Sakinah and Khair + Idris's friend , Khai and Siti's boyfriend , Afai . We went to East Coast Park . We had a long 2 hour bus ride on 67 . The bus freaking slow then ride bus 197 . Reached ECP , Afai went to ask this aunty if we could sit at the shelter also but the aunty was so selfish as if it was her property . So we sat around , eat , relaxing .

Siti and I went to rent bicycle . She rented for 2 person while I rented for my own use . HAHA ! At first followed Afai and Siti cycling . Then , followed Khair and Sakinah . I ride the bicycle too fast until I nearly fall cause got this one person don't know how to cycle at the right track . We then shifted place as our other family members also coming . Yaa , we was at ECP till 4am . And I slept at 5.30am . I only had a few hours of sleep .

So yeay , it's 2011 ! My resolution for this year is to study really hard and succeed . I hope 2011 will be great and memorable year for me . Okay peace :P

2010-12-27T21:50:00.002+08:00

Hey , I'm back ! Feel much more better now . Just met Hameed and Luqman . Haha ! They very funny . But too bad I didn't meet them for long . Just for awhile . Some other time then . Haha . Okay , I want go rest .

2010-12-27T21:19:00.003+08:00

Urgh , I feel stupid !!! Currently otp with Faris right now .. Talking about a lot of things . I'm mad at myself about something . Damn , how I wish I could turn back time and do things right . I don't understand people nowadays . I just feel like I'm mad about so many things and mad at a few people . Seriously seyy ! I feel like giving up on everything you see . How how how ? What should I do , tell me ? I think I should go cool myself down ah . Bye -.-

2010-12-22T20:17:00.002+08:00

Hey there ! I think I had fun today . Haha . Morning woke up , housework , breakfast with sister and off for work . Work was nothing much . Just briefing today . I bet tomorrow work will be very busy . After work , went to BP since Faeza and Shahrul ask me to come down . Slacking with Faeza , Shahrul , Hairul , Apai , Atai , Iman and Aqul . Played with this kitten which Shahrul called it Garfield . The kitten was so cute . Then Atai went to work and leave the rest of us to entertain one another . At 5pm , we waited for Apai and walked to BPP . Apai went for work while the rest of us had dinner at LJS . Iman treat us , how sweet ? His payday mahh . Whatever it is , thanks to Iman for the treat .

To iknowwho #1 : I'm sick and tired of you . I don't care about you anymore cause you are just a sweet talker you know that ? What for you want to lie to me ? Don't act as if you did nothing . I don't wish to even meet you again , you got me ? You told me this and that but I know all of that is just to make me sympathise you . Sorry , not anymore . Try as hard as you want , I won't sympathise you . I pity you for being that way . Go find other people that can entertain your shits okay (:

To iknowwho #2 : Man you're damn irritating . You know that just now all of us was damn irritated with you . The noises you made wasn't necessary okay . Whose attention are you seeking ? You made me mad enough last night when otp with you . Why suddenly call sia ? I told you that I hate the phrase that you keep on saying to me . Don't force me on youknowwhat when I already said NO ! Who you think you are ? Superstar ? Get lost :D

To iknowwho #3 : Faeza ask me to talk about this person . But I don't know what to say about this person . Hahaha !! Had fun playing with the kitten :D

2010-12-19T13:05:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling down right now . Many things that I've been thinking about and it's stressing me out . Haish . It makes me to have no appetite to eat . How ? What should I do ? Tell me . Argh .

To I know who ... You don't understand the situation . Yes , it's your friend . You know , yet you want me to tell who ? In the first place I don't know that you know . That's why I didn't tell you and I don't know what will your reaction be like . It's not that I don't want to share with you anything that has been happening . I wanted to , but then you are showing your unhappy face . How should I tell you ? I really wanted to share with you but .. Argh , I don't know . Can you get over this , please ? I want to tell you everything . I've already told you about youknowwhat and you're like being sacarstic . You are making things difficult for me .

2010-12-15T21:12:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone ! I just reached home . Today work was fun :D
Hahaha !! Well , work suppose to end at 3pm but was told to end work at 12 noon . So met Shahrul and his adq . Idk her name . Haha . Went to BP to meet Hairul and Apai . While waiting for idk what , I played the kompang . Very fun ! Hairul and Sharul thought me . Heh . Make new friends today , Iman and Ayie . Very friendly and funny . I swear . Haha !

Talked about many things and they say that I'm similar to sombody . Bluek -.-
They invite me to see them for competition on 25 Dec . See how okay :P Actually , I don't really know what to post about . Yeah and Hairul was very understanding . Wahh seyy . Idk why I like share story with him . Anyway its been a long time since I saw him and Shahrul . Blablabla .. Now , I got no mood , seriously .

2010-12-14T12:47:00.005+08:00

(Old photo)

Hello people ! Hee (:

Well yesterday went shopping with my sister . First , we went to Ion Orchard . There's many things there but nothing that we want there . So we took the cab and went to Marina Square . There's a lot of things that I want there . Aiseyy . Haha ! I was so in love with this bag at Marina Square . I called the brand Marina Barage which idk why ? I think because of the logo . Haha . The slingbag is very nice ! I'm gonna save money for that bag and make someone jealous ^^

Went around , up and down . We shop a lot of things . I was so happy (:

Anyway most of my things I used my own money that I saved . Now I'm only left with a few , but it's okay . Hehe . At least I got the stuff that I wanted already . Ouh yeah . Sister treat me for dinner at Secret Recipe . It was delicious ! Especially the cake ! Very nice and I think I gained a lot during the holidays . Omg , I need to exercise !! Well , now I'm very excited upon receivig a call just now . I'm working tomorrow !!!!! Weeeeeee ! Haha , lame . Then the money I will save up again and buy the bag that I want ;)

Bye now ! Will post and put photos some other time . Okay bye :D

2010-12-11T10:41:00.002+08:00

Hey , i miss blogging . Haha ! It has been a very long time and I have been very busy with a lot of things . Many things to do and got many activities going on . Well , my uncles and aunty have safely come back to Singapore . Alhamdullilah . I'm glad to see them . Yeah , i miss them too when they were not around . Yesterday , went to the airport after my opus duty and reached home around 6am . My sister and I went out again to have breakfast at Lot 1 McD .

Took cab home cause we were too sleepy to walk home . We did our housework and went to sleep . I slept for like 8 hours . Woke up at 5+pm . Went to Granny's place . Then Salim's , Hainee's and Samsor's family were all there . I really had a great time spending time with everyone . Eventhough all of us was very tired . Haha !

Well , I can't wait for next week . Going shopping with sister maybe at Ion or Far East . Wee .. I can't wait ! I can't wait ! Then on the 17 Dec will be going out with my loved ones . I hope everything will just went on well . Post some other time when I'm FREE :D

2010-11-21T15:05:00.002+08:00

Hello people ! It has been a very long time since I post . Well , this whole week .. I had lots of fun . Currently , I just reached home from camp . Camp was awesome and I'm excited to share it .

Friday :

Report in school at 6.45am . Jasmine brief all the sec 3s student leaders . Jasmine left and it was left with me to make sure certain things are going on fine . It was kind of chaotic at first but we all get to overcome it . Skip to ice breakers . It was awesome ! Played whacko , cling and also husband and wife . Had mass dance too . First day and we already teached the campers the dance steps for two songs . Had concert night discussion and all the sec 3s student leaders will be performing one item which is singing . We planned to sing "I'm Yours" and "Don't Stop Believing" . At night , played the Angel and Devil . It was kind of scary . Went walking around from level 1 to level 3 with Hazlami . I was scared . Haha . Then , Zuhairi and Farhan go scare us :P
First day , things needed to be improved : bond with the cca leaders and mingle with juniors .

Saturday :

Woke up at 5am and wash up . Had debrief with the sec 3s , the activity for the day . Had morning p.t . Blablabla , mass dance , taught the campers to dance the last song . It was wonderful . Played the game " Command and Conquer " . I walked around to take photos only . Practised performance for concert night . Troy played the guitar well . Played the game "Pirates of the Carribean" . Got camp shirt . Had buffet for dinner . Concert night was very fun ! Then we had sing-a-long session . I can really see everybody bonding together . It was super fun ! We then had this dance session . The AVA played some songs and all of us dance , dance dance . It was serious like a club . Hahahahah !! Dance like crazy , having so much fun and a time of our life . After that had montage done by Yiren . When it's time to sleep , most of us didn't sleep . I joined Johann , Jiaming , Wallen , Alan and Hasan playing card games . Don't know what the game is called but I know those who get an Ace wins . Lol ! Slept in the hall with Jalal , Kelvin , Syakila , Syahfurah and Fara .
Second day : Everyone bonded well .

Third day :
Wake up at 5am and wash up . Breakfast . Area cleaning , mass dance and E-web . I really appreciate all the sec 3s student leaders they are all very nice and friendly people . Some says that I'm strict . Funny sia . Me strict ? Hahah ! Home sweet home . Bye !

2010-11-06T14:50:00.004+08:00

Hey ! Its been a long time since I post ? Been busy . I have to school for 3 weeks . Whoa . Well , I think I won't be posting that much . See if I'm free I'll post okay . Bye :D

2010-10-29T21:03:00.002+08:00

Hola ! Feeling tired man but I had fun today . Blablabla and had achiever's tea duty . I'm glad . Hazz mother said my body was warm . Mdm Salha said I was looking very tired . For seriously ehk ? I got nothing much to say and I shall thank Mr Ng for everything . Next week schooling . Focus time ! I like it when my holidays are occupied with activitites .

"I must remind myself not to do something stupid cause that is what teacher advised me . Haha ! "

2010-10-25T20:04:00.002+08:00

I want to change ? Change for the better . Can ? It's not too late right ? Haha . So suddenly ehk , I know . Well , I was glad that my form teacher said that I got promoted to Sec 4 Express next year . Phew . Also , teachers has been making me nervous about O level next yr . I'm gonna get myself ready . I want to have my good attitude on and do my best . Hehe . Time flies so fast right ? I wish it could slow down so that I can catch up on certain things .

I was saying about changing . I've been thinking of what I want to be in the furture . I hope I will achieve it . I appreciate that my friends were saying that I have the potential and skills . Not trying to act big , just trying to make myself a bit confident . I hope during the holidays , the work attachment will be a fun experience . November will be quite busy . I have supplementary lessons , things to be done , maybe work attachment and camps . At least my holidays are quite occupied . If not I'll be bored to death at home . I also have plans for myself on what I should do during the holidays . Hehe .

After school , practised dance for camp . Had meeting about camp with Ms Su and some student leaders . Then , I don't want to explain . Lastly , went to KFC with Faeza , Syu , Syafiq and Arif . Arif went home . The rest of us sent Syu home . I had fun telling Syu things . Syu went home , then been sharing with Faeza and Syafiq . But I think Syafiq was like err .. Hahah !! I think I should let out my point of view here .

" Hey , you took advantage of people . Even your own friends . You don't have to lie to people and your friends you know that ? They will eventually get to find out one day . You don't have to hurt people's feelings . You don't have to act in front of your friends and tell them lies . You just add on to my burdens . Most shocking thing is that you laterally took advantage of your own friends . You have no heart is it ? Think about yourself . How selfish of you ! You have this horrible attitude which I really hate most . You know my situation and you always add burdens to it . After that you act like you care and advised me . Sorry but you've just lost my trust . I just hope you would realised everything one day and change your horrible attitude (: "

2010-10-22T20:31:00.002+08:00

Happy 25th Birthday to my sister !

Okay , I hate being at home right now ! For seriously , can people at home please shut up ?! Hais . Well , I've removed my tagboard :D Anything if wanna ask me something or anything , find me at Facebook . Okay bye .

2010-10-21T15:50:00.002+08:00

I'm home early from school today ! I went to school without bringing anything except for my valuables . After morning assembly , went to Singapore Art Museum with the art people and Mr Izwandy and Mr Yansen . Firstly , we had breakfast at McD . I sat with the 2 teachers and Atiqa . We talked about many things and I've found out many things about fast food which makes me don't wanna eat fast food anymore . Don't put it that way . Maybe I don't want to eat fast food so often . Then I have no idea how we ended up talking about smoking and stuffs . Today , I've learned many facts about a few things which is interesting .

We went to the Art Museum and was divided into 2 groups . I was in Mr Izwandy's group . We went to see 2 exhibitions . First exhibition was Natee Utarit : After Painting . Second exhibition was Cheong Soo Pieng . I like Natee Utarit's art work and he was from Thailand . It was really inspiring and nice and realistic . He actually repaint a photograph which his paintings really looked like it was a photography piece but it was a painting . I was amazed by his art work . He also repaint a few artist's paintings .

As for Cheing Soo Pieng's art work , his was also paintings . He had his paintings on Singapore , Malaya , Bali ... ? I can't remember . I think he is from Singapore ? Haha . Then , we went to another building of the art museum . There was photography . What makes it intersting was the model . The model was a guy in hot pink . It was in Bangkok if I'm not wrong ? I think he's trying to get people's attention and trying to be rebellious . All the photographs was like WOW because he's always the centre of atrraction . Bla bla bla , went back to school . Slacked with Dinu , Hazz , Azim , Yang Jie and Haiy . Then Nad and Nasirah joined us . Went home after that . I'm done here (:

2010-10-19T17:57:00.002+08:00

Today my mood not that good ? Early in the morning I already feel like slapping someone . Then my mood was back to normal . Until after recess , my mood was bad again . I was like shouting and I sat down . Haha ! Kind of stupid but I was actually trying to release my anger over something . Then Mdm Salha called for malay oral . I ended up having a personal sharing with her ? She asked me to go hospital for a check up ? Ahh , I don't want and that's my final decision . No hospital please . Hehe .

Back to class and I was like so mad until POA . I don't really talk to people until I have cooled down . After school my mood was turned on to dance mood . We were happy dancing . I like dancing . So we are dancing free style and most of our dancing was random and merepek kind . Then , I left school to meet people to get my money . Next was the fun part . I went shopping alone at Lot 1 . It feels so nice to go shopping alone . For once I feel like an "adult" . Haha ! Shooping alone was fun cause no one will complain and no one can stop you from whatever you wanna buy right ? Done shopping and went home . Now , I think I feel happy . Hope my happy mood will last till tomorrow .

2010-10-18T18:57:00.002+08:00

As what I have told Hazz , I'll be posting about him today . But first , let's briefly talk about today . Today , reached school went for morning meeting ? Back to class . Got back POA paper , english , history , malay , art and chemistry . I passed everything except for my history , another 4 marks and my malay paper 2 , another 2 marks . Where cn I find more marks so that I'll pass both ? Hahaha !! Okay , back to Hazz ?

During art , I spent most of the time talking to Hazz . I don't know what has got into him . But I think he is giving me this "motivational" talk . He's been talking about education . He's asking me to focus on studies and keep on telling me that O level is just coming in the way soon . Get what I mean ? He keeps on saying " Mai , you know you could gain all your A's like you used to get . This end of year is nothing . What's coming your way now is O level . Come on Mai , be focus and don't waste your time . " Yaa , he has been saying that to me and some other things . I know it's a positive motivation but he talk and talk and talk that he actually made me cry . I don't mind that I cried .

Hazz , if you are reading this , I'm glad that you are . I know you want me to get my A's and you are motivating me in my studies . I appreciate that . I'm not wasting time , but I think I'm multi-tasking ? Haha . I know what to prioritise first . Believe me . I'm waiting for the one "big" chance in my life . I know what to focus on . Do you actually understand me Hazz ? During exam period , I didn't waste my time "......." . I wasted a lot of time on studying and revising and I'm proud of you for your achievement that is so not like your attitude . You got what I've been telling you just now ? So whatever you wanna say , come to me okay ? Hahah . But don't make me cry again .

2010-10-17T19:50:00.003+08:00

Hola ! First of all , Happy 15th Birthday to Safwan ! May all his wishes come true and may he have a great day today .

Today did nothing much . Yeah , I stucked myself in my room watching movies . Today I watched The Hottie and The Nottie , Penelope and Twilight . Currently , I got nothing to do . I can't wait for school tomorrow , which idk why ? Nervous . I think for results ? Argh , I'm scared . Idk . Haha ! Mix feelings . Lol ! I can't wait ti get back my exam papers but I'm scared . Scared that I'll fail cause I really don't wanna fail . I've studied hard and had gave all my best :(

Hahaha !! Till here . Hehe .

2010-10-16T19:47:00.003+08:00

Today wasn't a boring day after all . I enjoyed myself sitting in my room watching 4 movies on my laptop . I cried like 3 times , for watching 3 movies which is sad laa of course . Firstly , I watched Ghost Town . Second , I watched Confessions Of A Shopaholic . Third , I watched Yes Man and lastly I watched Ayat-Ayat Cinta which is a malay movie . The movie that I most enjoy was Ghost Town . It is nice to watch . I hope tomorrow I could stuck myself in my room again to watch other movies . I wanna watch Penelope and The Hottie and The Nottie . Haha ! Post some other time okay ? Bye :D

2010-10-15T18:48:00.003+08:00

Hello people ! Wee , finally exams are over . Yet , I'm worried about my results . I don't wanna fail any paper cause after all my hard work of studying and not enough sleep due to studying . I just hope that all my hard work will bring me great results ! But the paper just freaking difficult like shit . Well , yesterday one of my junior came to me and told me that she misses me . Sweet right ? Aww , she hugged me tightly . Sweet ehk ? I bet she also misses the other 3 of her seniors (: Anyway it has been a long time since I've talked to her . Then today , someone misses me too that she texted me . I agree that it has been a long time since I talked to her . Then also my "long lost" cousin added me in Fb . I hardly knew her cause she looked different now . It has been one year + since I've met her . Sad ehk ?

Today all I did was sit in my room from morning till now . Like lifeless like that . I don't mind cause my room is a place for me to have peace and calm myself unless people would disturb me . I think I have not much to say . Thanks to someone for Iknowyouknowwhat . Today is 15 right ? Happy Birthday to Atiqa and Zakir and Ms Su ! May they have a great day today ! Haha !

"Don't talk to me cause I'm not talking to you . I will hate you if I want to . I would rather not talk to you than end up fighting with you . Don't be a sweet talker mother fucker . Wait , I feel like hating you right now . I hate you ! :D"

2010-10-10T10:20:00.003+08:00

Argh , tomorrow Maths Paper 1 and History !! Scary .. The paper is tomrrow and I'm like already so nervous now . Hais .. Boring ahk . I fell sick again ! I don't like ! Go away please , so that I can concentrate in exams first , come back after exam okae ? Haha ! As if it helps . Will be meeting them at Yew Tee later . Wanna go McD with sis first . Lets go ! Bye !

2010-10-08T21:27:00.002+08:00

Not fair , many sec 3s no need to come school today due to no exam for them . Only 3-1 , 3-2 , 3-5 (POA students) , 3-6 and 3-8 have exam . POA Paper 1 was kind of easy . When it comes to paper 2 , it was damn difficult that I was so stressed doing the paper . There's one time I was stuck for so long at the question , I fell asleep . I complete Paper 2 on time when the paper ends . Paper 1 , I like only took 20-30 minutes out of 1 hour to complete the paper . I hope I pass my POA . At least a just pass , rather than failing right ? I don't wanna fail . Pls pls pls . After the paper , ate pizza , Mr Neo treat the 3-5 POA students . All left except for Aliah , Nadiah , Jalal and me stayed in class . We were spending our time together laughing and everything . Nadiah then left . Left with the 3 of us . So we actually cleaned up our classroom . Now its very neat and tidy . All the tables and chairs are in neat rows . Hahah ! Went to Yew Tee POint . Walk around until 4.30pm . Went to Granny's place as Kak Nurul just got back from Vietnam . Homed at 7pm . Okae bye .

2010-10-07T21:44:00.003+08:00

Hello ! Let's start the post starting from yesterday .

Yesterday had english paper . Paper 2 , I hope I can pass (:

After school , had "appoinment" which is very ridiculous for me to attend to . After that went home , bathe and got out . Off to Yew Tee Point . Met Aliah , Nadiah and Jalal at the entrance had our lunch and went to Burger King . Got a few Regent people there . I swear Burger King was freaking cold , eventhough I wear jacket . Wanna know who was there , check out the pictures on my Fb . If I've done uploading all . Studied , walk here and there and went home at 8.30pm . Went to the airport . Can't believe that I wore a slipper to Terminal 3 . So selekeh (spelling). Hahahaha !! Kak Siti has went to Japan . And ouhh !!! Finally , yesterday get to meet Kim , A.p + girlfriend and another guy . I miss Kim !! Met her then we were like teasing each other . Like kid ehk ? Hahah ! Got home at 1am and slept . Woke up at 4.30am , bathe and memorised the points for social studies . The paper was kinda hard , which is the SBQ part . The essay , I halfway forget the points end up crushing my paper and rewrite the essay . Haha ! After school went to the Food Fare with Nadiah and Jalal to have our breakfast . People loiter at void deck and shopping centre , we loiter at food court ? New style . Okae , lame ! Went home , bathe and went out again . Off to Yew Tee Point with Nadiah and Jalal . Met Amir at LJS . Aliah , Amy and Mardhiyah joined in . Homed at 7pm . Had a very long convo with Amir . Talking to him can lead to fights y'know . Not the serious one ahk . Okae lazy to type . Bye !

2010-10-04T23:56:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Argh tomorrow will be the first exam paper !
Time flies so faaaaaast ?! Hais . Can time like slow down a bit ? Hahaha !
Today , school was fine at first . I made someone cry early in the morning . Sorry babe , didn't mean to . Then end up my day was being so moody .
I don't mind , I guess . No use , so I distract myself by keeping myself busy .
After school , did art prepwork and handed in . Meet Jalal and Nadiah at D&T room .
Went to Yew Tee Point , as usual , study . Lewis and Mabel joined us .
Nadiah left at 5.30pm ? The rest of us left at 6+pm . Went to Granny's place .
Cause Abg Idris cooked spaghetti . My favourite ! Hahah !
I wanna go study my malay . Wanna memorise the peribahasa a bit .
Yeah , I think I won't be posting until the time when I want to post .
Anyway it's exam period . Study first . Hehe ..

- My new challenge in life is to stick to the promise that I've promised you . I think we can make it or perhaps we will make it . Let's party ! But not now . Hahah . After exam ^^

2010-10-03T20:32:00.004+08:00

Hi ! Currently just came back from "work" . Hahaa , no laa .. Just came back from kendarat and Faeza's place . Last night slept at 3am cause busy studying . I'm glad that I studied . Lame ! Woke up at 6am cause someone actually wanted to went to Faeza's place earlier but end up sleeping again until 8am .

Meet Arif at 204 and went to Faeza's place . Lepak at her room for awhile . Had our breakfast and instructions was given for our duties . People all start coming in at 11+am . At first , I did dining and also give goodie bags to kids with Ashiqin . Then slack . Talk about something with Ashiqin and Syuhairah . Faeza was listening too .

We all started to be very busy at around 1pm to 3pm . That's the time where many people came . I did dining , wipe plates , cutlery and cups . Dining again . I keep on changing cause dining is very tiring . Anyway it's my first time kendarat . It was kinda fun but very tiring laa . We turn by turn went to eat . Saw my uncle .

Duty ends at 5+pm . Help to take out the table cloth and stuff . Nizam then came . Went up to Faeza's house and rest . Bla bla bla . Walked to Lot 1 with Ashiqin , Arif , Nizam , Farris and Faris . Took 190 home . Here I am . I'm very tired and my eyes seriously feel like closing . But I cannot go to sleep now cause got art prepwork that is needed to be completed . Okae , now I wanna go and bathe and do my work . Tomorrow schooling ! Hais . OKae bye !

2010-10-02T15:44:00.004+08:00

(Idiot face , i know (: )

It has been a very long long time since I post . Been busy lately with school stuff .

I'm glad that nowadays I'm in my study mood . I hope all my effort of studying will end up giving me good grades . I don't wanna fail . Who does , right ? The whole of this week , after school , went studying at BK Yew Tee Point . Amazing ! Glad that mummy was alright of me getting home late everyday .

Yesterday , went studying again . After school , accompanied Nadiah , went to Mentah and went home with Hairul and Syafiq . Bathe and changed , meet Hairul and walked to interchange and meet Amirul . Hairul went off while Amirul and I make our way to Yew Tee Point . Sat at LJS since the DNT people had their workshop . So Amirul and I had a long conversation going on and I had my lunch . The DNT people came with Nadiah and Amy . Did our own studying and also talking .

They all left at 6.30pm . Left with me , Amirul and Jalal . Then at 7pm , Joyree joined us . At that time I so not in the mood . Don't wanna elaborate , But thanks to the 3 of them for trying to cheer me up and making me smile . Appreciate it a lot . Then went to meet Arif at Farris's void deck . Bla bla bla . Went to Farris's house for toilet . Haha ! Reached home at 10pm and followed father sending mother to work .

Then today , meet Arif and Hairul for awhile . Right now , I'm having my break from studying cause I'm tired that I fell asleep just now . Tired and my brain just can't take it anymore . Hahaha ! Still got a lot of stuff needed to be done especially my art prepwork . WTF ! Lazy sia , and anyway no mood for drawings . Urgh ! I guess my plan for tomorrow is kendarat ? Hope after that I'll have time to study (:

2010-09-18T13:02:00.002+08:00

Hey ! I bet my sickness is getting worse except that my fever is on and off . My sorethroat is seriously very painful and flu was terrible . If I don't cough , I'll sneeze . Haiyo . Nadiah told me that my coughing is ear piercing (spelling) . That's because my throat is very dry[?] which is very painful and itchy . I hate it when I get sick when exams are just around the corner . Just now someone accompanied me to Teck Whye market just because I'm not well . Bought my salonpas and panadol flu . Not really a panadol , its the kind that have to be stirred with water . Seriously it takes very yucky . Waste my raya money -.-

Hahaha !! Thought of seeing the doctor but it's such a waste of money . But I feel like wanting an MC for Monday cause I really don't feel well . Hmm , see how laa . If it got worst , then I think I'll go to the doctor . And thanks to Nadiah cause she really cares about me . She advised me not to drink sweet drinks eventhough it's not cold . Aww . She advised me cause I'm such a stubborn girl . Thanks to Jalal for like protecting my head ? Hahah . Yesterday at Popular , an arch file fell on my head which is still very pain till now . It's kinda funny though .

P.S : To iknow and i hope youknowwho , be happy ! Party party . Party with me :D Don't waste your time , waste your time with me , it will be more fun , enjoyable and ear piercing :D HAHAHA , joking (:

2010-09-17T15:51:00.002+08:00

Hey hey ! Nothing to post about actually . Yesterday , fell sick . I realised this year I fall sick so easily . First was having a very bad stomachache till I cried . Was like standing outside 2-3 class as its hard for me to walk . Stayed there until Syuhairah and Zakiyah came to me . Thanks to them cause they helped me . After that the pain is gone .

During art , did a random batik drawing . Still haven't finish doing it . Then during Maths my stomachache come again . I was being so quiet and didn't talk to anyone . Even people make jokes I won't even bother to laugh . During POA , ran to the toilet and vomitted . During M.T also . Then had art again. Mr Izwandy didn't allow me to do my work . He asked me to rest . He knows my sickness cause few months ago had the same stomach pain . He keeps on saying go to hospital and I keep on denying cause I don't want to . Hahah ! He helped to call up Mdm Salha informing that I won't be taking oral . So yesterday didn't went for english lesson and malay oral .

Meet up with Mdm Yazmin to ask her when is my rescheduled date for oral . Blablabla and I straight away went home . Reached home then suddenly when I woke up I was at the living room and granny , aunty and cousins came . That's when I realised I had a slight fever . Now , still the same . Having sorethroat (:

Today , nothing much also . Was just irritated cause I keep on coughing and having running nose . Y'know when I'm coughing , my throat and my stomach will feel pain and I can taste like blood in my throat . I think I coughed too hard but I can't control it . I will also sneeze most of the time and my eyes tends to be watery . Feel like going to the doctor but waste money . Argh , I don't like ! Why must I fall sick when exams are just around the corner . I hope I will get well a.s.a.p.

2010-09-14T21:50:00.008+08:00

Hey people ! Awesome day today ? Haha . Argh EOY is like 17 more days to go . Damn , so fast !! I'm not ready for it of course . I want to get my As . I have to be more focus now . I don't know why but I seem to ignore all my homework from yesterday . Yeah , I didn't even touch my homework . Wow , why am I so can't be bothered to do my homework ? Eh Mai , go complete all your homework laa !! Stress ahk , then got upcoming maths test and chemistry test . Still need to study . Need to pass to help me in my SA2 marks . Shit shit shit ! Why is school gonna end so fast . Hell yeah , it will then be boring holidays . I need to refrain myself from using the laptop again . Seriously need to concentrate for upcoming exams . I think I should list down what I should do here , so that when I forget , I can check my blog :D

Thing needed to be done :-

POA file , update content page
Maths file, update content page
Chemistry file, update content page
History file, update content page
Social Studies file, update content page
Bring home cutting mat (at student councillor's room)
Malay file, update content page
Study Maths (Revision)
Study History
Study Social Studies
For art , prepwork ? -.-
End Of Year Examination !!!!

WOW , so many things to do and I have no idea how can I manage my time . Sigh .

2010-09-13T21:45:00.002+08:00

Hello every-bo-dy ! Haha !

It's a schooling day today . Yeah and school was normal . Well , after school thought of going to Causeway Point but then Raihanah invited me to meet Cikgu to let her see our powerpoint slides . It's a good thing laa . If not last minute , die . Had rehearsals just now . The dikir barat people are doing great so as the others performance , very well done (:

Actually right , I got nothing to say laa . Just talking rubbish . Apologise for that . Bye !

2010-09-12T13:07:00.004+08:00

Heyy , sorry for not posting for I have no idea how long .. Been busy . Haha !

Selamat Hari Raya :D Lol .

2010-09-06T12:19:00.004+08:00

Hello !

I'm feeling bored right now ! Haha . Did nothing much today . Just did housework and help mummy baking kuih tart . Then off to do my own thing . My own thing is just sit in my room and never go out . Yeah , so now I'm in my room . Ouhh wait , I think I know what to do already . I wanna go do my homework -.-

2010-09-05T22:09:00.002+08:00

It has been a long long time since I last post . Haha ! Friday got back report book . Argh , I did badly I guess ? Was upset cause I failed my english . I got E8 !! Die ! My maths I didn't got A , I got B . Seriously need to work really really hard . Holidays need to come school for lessons . Time to focus (:

Saturday got competition . I wasn't nervous or anything . I felt so calm which I don't know why ? I think it's because I'm only doing theory while others did the practical . Window shopped with Mirah . Lalala .. Someone did something to my finger on my right hand which really hurts . I screamed but useless . Now I cannot feel my finger and it hurts :(

At night , went to Geylang . Had sahur at West Coast's McDonalds . Got home late .

Today ? Very busy day and I was very hardworking . Haha ! My whole family today cleaned up the house . I cleaned up my room . Now no more dust . I like ! Hehe . Then father washed our living room with water and soap . Fun fun fun ! My living room was like "swimming pool" and I played with the water . Haha . Childish ehk ? Fun y'know . Now i'm very tired , seriously . But I don't feel like sleeping . I think I shall go help my family . Bye !

2010-08-29T20:20:00.003+08:00

Argh , I still feel disturbed about what happened . Situations has been shaky lately . I still couldn't believe that I made her (iknowtheyknowwho) cry .

If I just say out that one word , it can change everything and this wouldn't have happened . Unfortunately , I didn't . I'm ashamed of myself for not doing the right thing when I'm supposed to . I don't know how and when can I overcome all this . It seems hard not because I don't want to forget about it . Its just that it keeps on coming to my mind .

This is for myself :

You should learn to make the right decision . You know you can but you just didn't do it . How stupid could you be ? You should think of what is right and what is wrong . In fact , you don't have to cause you know whether it's right or it's wrong . You have worked hard for something and you've got it . You took advantage of it because she has never questioned you to what you do cause she knows you can do it . Now , everything changed . She couldn't believe that you did such a thing that she cried . All you have to do now is work really hard to gain back what you want . Even though you could get back that thing , doesn't mean you could still be holding on to that spot . Good luck to you Maisarah ! Learnt your lessons already ? Don't be weak by keep on crying . Stand up for yourself and be strong . Too bad things have happened but you have to get up and move forward .

2010-08-27T19:51:00.005+08:00

It has been a long time that I didn't post yeah ? Been busy lately . Today was a hard and an emotional day . Other days was just a normal day . I can't believe that I'm that bad . Hey , not everyone is an angel . In the afternoon spend my time at Syakila's place doing e-learning . Then blablabla .. Hmm , something is affecting me . Well , what to do . Things have consequences . Just bear with it .

Sorry that I make you cry . I didn't mean to and didn't expect you to cry . I know it hurts you . It hurts me more cause you cried because I've never made that kind of people cry before . I feel bad ! I bet tonight will be the night that I will be having an uneasy night .

2010-08-18T22:35:00.002+08:00

Heyy ! Sorry for not posting this few days , been busy lately . I'm very busy this week with activities after school . But I'm fine with it (:

So common test is over and I'm not satisfied with my marks for a few subjects . My biggest fear is getting back maths common test . Ahhh , I need to work really really hard starting from now . Mummy have high expectations on me for end year . I hope I can achieve it .

This week I think I slept a lot . I slept for 2 periods in school on Mon and Tues . Must be very tired ? Haha ! Actually , I don't know what to post about laa . I'm just happy that I'm not addicted to this laptop anymore cause I just feel it's a waste of time being in front of this laptop for hours . I would rather do something else right .

I think I should just end this post . Bye !

2010-08-13T21:24:00.002+08:00

I'm freaking tired man . I slept a few times today . Well , sorry for not posting yesterday cause I was kind of busy with studies . I seriously wanna focus on studies especially maths . I wanna gain my A grade . I wanna make sure I'll get an A for maths ! But for this term , idk ehk . There's one topic that I'm slow at . Which I don't understand till today . Nvm .. I can seek for help (:

Today had malay and POA common test . After malay , I slept . How nice to sleep . Been very tired lately cause I'm the one who will always be the first to wake up for sahur . Prepare everything and wake Daddy up . Mummy and sister ? As usual , WORKING ! Okae back to school matter . For POA , I like took 15 minutes out of 45 minutes to complete the paper . Hahaha !

During recess , I kind of like feel relieve . I've been sharing about myself to Amir and Zakir . Sometimes sharing things will make you feel better . For me laa . For others , idk . Of course I also listened to what they shared with me . Then , after school waited for Mr Zahed at foyer .

He picked me up went to fetch some other people and Ms Lo . Off to Marina Bay Sands for the YOG thingy . It was fun and tiring . Fun because get to meet the Bhutan coach and had photo taking session . Tired cause was standing the whole of the event . And ouhh yeah I get to watch 2 different games for YOG :D Not trying to be action but I'm so excited to watch it .

I break fast at Yew Tee Mac with Faeza and lepak for awhile and went home . Reached home around 8+pm . I think I want to sleep early today . I'm tired and I have to wake up to prepare for sahur again tomorrow .

2010-08-11T20:43:00.002+08:00

The first day of fasting and I'm so happy ! I have been good today . I couldn't sleep last night due to heavy coughing . But now my coughing on off . Didn't slept well . I woke up at 4am to prepare sahur for me and father . Was sad cause ibu and sister was working night shift . So , only sahur with father . After that father slept , I studied for chemistry in bed . Woke father up for work . Blablabla .. Bathed and left house .

Idk why but I'm seriously happy today . I will smile for every second to anyone that I'm looking at or near me . They will go like " why are you so happy today ? you keep on smiling " . Haha ! It's good to smile right rather than showing a sad face ? Haha . School was okay . Last period , which was POA . I slept the whole of POA . Woke up left school . Izzati and Nadiah accompanied me and I accompanied them . Got it ? Haha ! Went lepak at Mentah for awhile . Had a hard time cause I was coughing like hell . My throat is very dry . End up sleeping at Mentah . Left that place at 4.30+ pm . Took bus home .

Reached home and left home to pass something to my friend . Back home again , bathe and jumped into bed . Fell asleep . Woke up and helped ibu with cooking . Haha ! Break fast and I'm damn full right now . I wonder when will I be going to terawih this year ? Hmm ..

2010-08-10T13:48:00.002+08:00

Heyy ! Yesterday was NDP and tomorrow is fasting ! Finally , I've completed my art . The paper cutting . I like ! I used striking coloured papers that's why . Haha ! Last night get scolded cause I'm sick when now is common test time . I so don't bother to eat medicine . Lazy (:

My coughing is getting worse laa and my voice sometimes have sometimes don't have . Haiz . As long as I don't get fever , I'm fine . I hope tomorrow will be a great fasting day .

To Nadiah , this is for you . Thanks for sharing me about what you told me otp just now . I know how you feel . Don't worry okay . I'll pray for you so that you'll be fine . Try to defend okay . Anything tomorrow I'll check up on you . I love you !

2010-08-08T11:52:00.003+08:00

I bet yesterday was fun . Actually I got 3 activities clashed in one day . Which is yesterday laa . First is NDP tea at Dhoby Ghaut , the prize presentation for blogging competition at Woodlands and last was YOG at Marina ____ . HAHA ! They are at different timings but the timing are all close together . Blablabla .. I end up leaving house at 1.30pm . Early right ? Hehe . Take fresh air first before going anywhere . LOL ! Took bus at CC to Yew Tee . At Yew Tee , sit at void deck . Meet Shahrul . Then fetch Syakila at Yew Tee MRT . Went for lunch at LJS . Then we ran to school . Hahaha , how pathetic ? But it was fun cause it brings back memories of us running to RC HQ last year .

Reached school , got photo taking session . Dance session and singing session . Amy was singing and dancing . Amy stopped , Fara continued singing . Fara stopped and I sang . Haha . Like musical seyy . Then we dance dance . Fun fun ! Ride bus and off to Marina . We all sat at the back . All listened to music . I end up turning off my handphone and went to sleep . Idk why but I like to off my handphone these days , when I don't use it . Don't have handphone better ehk ? Haha , joking ! I cannot live without handphone , seriously .

Reached the F1 pit , another memories of NDP . I remembered the day I fainted at the platform . Haha . The YOG opening ceremony was seriously fun . I scream and scream end up coughing . I nearly lost my voice . If I did , awesome ! Hahaha . Coughing was no big deal cause I coughed since a few days ago . I hope I don't fall sick during the fasting month . Ouhh yaa , fastong month is coming ! Wee !

2010-08-06T19:11:00.002+08:00

Been having a hard time lately . People around me keep accosting me . I just listen but then I keep quiet most of the time . People around me also keeps on saying things . All I do was walk away because I don't want to listen about the things they said . Yesterday was terrible . Sorry to Nadiah and Jalal that I ignored ya'll most of the time when you're talking to me . I don't know what to say already . Takecare everyone :'(

2010-08-02T21:21:00.002+08:00

People have been advising and all I do was shut up (:

- You go get a life okay :D

2010-07-28T21:17:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired and my butt hurts . Hahaha !! Well today , school , captain's ball , lepak and home . Reached home nearly 7.30pm or 8pm like that . Bathe and went out to meet Faeza at CCKCC . Haha ! McD ! Was kind of lazy to go out but I was hungry so yaa . Hmm and my stomach pain come again . No more medicine . Lazy go doctor , waste money . Haha ! Okae bye ! Tired :D

2010-07-27T20:42:00.004+08:00

Heyy ! I think I'm gonna like this week . Why ? Cause this week I'm always happy , hyper and noisy most of the time . Especially with Nadiah , Jalal , Ihah and Amir . They are the best !! Hahah ! Well today , I like today . After school just now , stay back to do the paper crane . I was the last one staying back . I cleaned up the sc room . Hardworking ehk ? Fake ! But Aqil , Renaldy and Yong Rui accompanied and helped me out . Then , walked to Yew Tee with Yong Rui . Reached Yew Tee , meet friend . Take MRT to CCK meet another friend . Went to BP fetch people . Funny . One fetch primary school kid one fetch secondary school kid . HAHAHA !!

Then , lepak for a while at Gangsa Road , blk *** . Talk talk talk . I crazy sia today . Haha . For seriously .. Then , Haqqul and company come joined us . Talk to Haqqul . Long time never see him . Action sia he . Hahaha .. No laa just joking . Got this girl , Haqqul's friend , i don't know the name . I like her . She baik . Idk her but she still salam me . Aiseyy man ! Friendly ! Then when time to go home , I hulur tgn at her first . Wahh , my language rojak . Sorry for that . Then at LRT , have to alight at BP . Saw Syahf , Syak and Fara at the opp side . They are going for their tuition . Then went home . Reached home at 8pm . Now , I wanna do homework . Byebye :D

2010-07-24T12:45:00.003+08:00

Afternoon people ! Well , I don't know how to start this post . But yesterday was fun . Yesterday , after school went to Fajar Sec for I have no idea what . But I know we were slacking there cause got nothing to do . Then me and Nad was like laughing a lot . It got something to do with " Ouh my Gucci " . Nad then says " Ouh my Prada " . Hahahaha !! Then me and Nad ran to Atikah and Stephanie and we laughed laughed . Hahaha !! Then I went to Syakila and Syahfurah . Talk talk talk . Was shocking what Syahf showed me . Ergh , binget skejap . Then Syakila was like telling me to relax . Arrrgh you you you !! Wahh , in front step good ehk . [Insert word] ehk ? Try saying that in front of me you want ? See what I'll say to you ehk ....... At 5pm , helped teachers to pack all the stuffs and went back to school .

Then meet 2 buddies and went home . I was being so hyper yesterday for eating a lot of chocolates and sweets . Lucky Argentina and F cn stand my craziness . Haha ! Hmm .. Well today got kenduri . Haiya , now I fed up sia . You , never stop bragging about (......) . Then what else ? Purposely do that is it ? Nbcb . I seriously (....) to the core . Blah sudah . I want to try force myself IGNORING you . Ouh , please learn to ask permission . I need Amir and F man . Need to tell them something . Ah monday ! Monday ! Erm ..

Ouhh yaa . I think right .. Starting from next week , I don't think I will post that much . Wanna make myself busy with schoolwork and stuff . Even this week I'm already busy . I wanna try make myself not use this laptop .

2010-07-21T20:45:00.001+08:00

Happy Racial Harmony Day people ! Hahah ! Went to school early for meeting today . Made a speech on racial harmony day for the lower sec and I think it was kind of no good . Firstly because my throat is very painful since yesterday . Secondly , I was shaking a bit . I appreciated the lower sec for clapping for me :D

Haha ! I don't really know what to post about actually . Kind of forget what happened . What I want to say is .. I wanted to apologise to Jalal and Amir . Sorry for shouting at you guys . I really didn't mean to . I was just so frustrated and irritated . Sorry for ignoring you guys for a few minutes . Just trying to cool myself down . So you guys know how I'm like when I'm already so mad . Seriously I'm sorry . And you , you know who .. Please be more hygienic please . You know that I don't like unhygienic . Please take care of your hygiene so that I won't shout at you . Lastly , seriously I'm sorry :(

No hard feelings okae . You guys are the best ! You must know that .

2010-07-20T19:54:00.002+08:00

Tiring day ! Haha . Went to school with Nad . Syahfurah didn't come to school as she was sick . Get well soon okae Syahfurah ! I love you ! (:

Didn't attend my first period today . Watched dikir barat . I asked Ms Rina to help me record video for my another blog . Thanks to Ms Rina ! Went back class , it was mother tongue . Then , maths . I hate maths today cause the teacher is big time sucko . It was a relieved teacher , Mrs Eswaran . She made us do a short test on distance-time graph . She also lied to my class saying that her class 3-8 can complete the test in 30 minutes . Crazy ! How I know ? Nadiah went to asked Zaliha . Haha !

Chemistry class today teacher also never come . Then when she come , she always says that our class is lacked behind . She always never come then want to blame the class . So , talk with Amirul for the whole period . During history I was so nervous to take the test . Why ? Never study ! See what never study did to me , a blank mind . I answered all questions anyhow and asked Jalal for clue .

The funny thing is that I didn't realised I fell asleep . Yeah , I fell asleep while doing . When I woke up, I got 3 questions out of 4 questions undone . And I was left with 10 minutes to complete it . I scrabble all my answers . Scare I fail . 40% of CA . Die die die ! Last period was social studies . Received back test paper . Was shocked that I passed cause I never even study .
Just now after school , reached home and the first thing I do was Facebook ! Haha ! Then , I slept like the whole afternoon in bed with my school uniform still on . Mother keep woking me up and I kept ignoring her and slept . Okae now , I wanna go eat , do homework and sleep early :D
Very tired !!!!

2010-07-19T18:45:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not posting yesterday people . Been busy the whole day doing my blog for the pertandingan . Wanna visit ? Go to http://budaya-kita-ini.blogspot.com/

It's very simple for me . I don't mind winning or not . Seriously .

Well yesterday was just about blogging and had dinner with family at West Coast . Otw back home , I slept in the car for the whole journey . Must be very tired . Reached home , washed my face all and went to sleep .

Today , school supposed to start late but I come at normal time . The student councillors did okae . We were practising our dancing . We danced to abracadabra[?] , gee , oh my darling and hoedown throwdown . Had fun especially the abracadabra . Cause have to shake butt :P

Not because I like to shake butt laa but just for the sake of having fun y'know . Today was a pretty well day I suppose . Maths teacher never come today . So , Nadiah , Jalal , Farihah and I sat at my place and we story telling . We talk about so many things . Staring from about some people , jump to our primary school stories , family and then siblings . Hahaha !!

Went for recess . Didn't eat much . Hmm , I wanna cut my fringe !! It's long and bloody irritating . But I need to save money for some other things . Damn ! I clipped up my fringe also no use cause it keeps falling down . Then today after school , Levina and her friend came to my house . But her friend wait for Ronald at the bus stop . Levina borrowed my costume . She really looks like malay . Haha . My mother become her dresser . Tel her this and that . I just sat in my room and look at Levina . Hahaha !! Then , we left my place and went to meet her friend and Ronald at the bus stop . We took the bus and off to Lot 1 . Reached Lot 1 and we go our seperate ways .

Gosh , my leg hurts .. I mean my muscle hurts . Don't know why . Before I forget . Happy 6 Monthsary to YOU ! Happy 1st Month to Zakiyah and her boyfriend . Happy 1 Year 3 Months Anniversary to sister and Muhammad ! Weeeeee !

-Loves :D >> HAHAHA !!

2010-07-17T21:09:00.002+08:00

Another tiring day I guess ? I slept a few times today . Woke up at 6am today . Freaking cold cause it rained heavily this morning . Went to bathe all . Left house at 7am for PJC . Had a seminar thingy . Thought Ms Su will come along but only Ms Li . During the seminar talk , I slept like amost the whole of the seminar . I seriously can't open my eyes and my eyes are red . Tired sia ! I slept also like what seyy . Then refreshment time , I love the food . Not to mention , I met the 2 PJC girls that was in Derap Puisi Competition that time . Whoa , they are student councillors too :D Hahaha !! After refreshments , had games . Didn't understand it at first . After playing 3 times , I understand the game . Yeah I got win the game . Lame ! Hehe . Left PJC . Accompanied Nad to wait for her bus .

Then went home and went out again to buy some stuff . Reached back home again , did some homework , fell asleep . I was woken up by receiving a call . Then slept again . Woke up again , played lappy . Continue with homework . So now , left with art ! Gosh , I'm runnning out of ideas . Had lunch . Suddenly fell asleep after lunch . Woke up , bathe . Back to lappy . Posted entries at my another blog for the Pertandingan Bulan Bahasa . Aiseyy , leceh man ! At least 10 post and I'm only done with 3 post !! 7 more to go and I don't know what to post about already . Shit laa ! Hmm .. I guess my activity for tomorrow will be housework , lappy , art , researching and posting another 7 post .

2010-07-16T21:30:00.002+08:00

Tiring ehk today ? Last night slept at 1.30am . Today woke up at 5.30am . I only get 4 hours of sleep . Then walk to school . School was okae ? Then recess time I was damn angry that I don't even smile to anyone . Until I cooled down then I smile . Hmm .. Went to meet Mr Zahed since he wants to meet me . Last period , I suddenly fell asleep . I remembered Jalal and Nadiah shouting " Mai , wake up ! School ends already ! " . Meet Syakila and went to prefect room . Blablabla went Yew Tee and have lunch with her and Nad . Went for CCA . Then talk talk with Syu . Hehe . After CCA , waited for Amirul sec 4 with Syakila . Haha . Funny ahk Syakila ! After that went to meet Arif , Andi and Faris . Stopped at CCK Park for toilet . Haha ! Saw Mdm Fazelah , Ms Shuhadda and Ms Fern at the CCK Park restaurant . Lepak at my void deck with Arif and Faris . Waited for Jalal . Went to photocaopy things . Sent Faris to bus stop and the rest of us went home . Reached home , throw my bag and sleep . Laalalala . Sorry for the improper post . Very tired ahk .

2010-07-14T17:46:00.002+08:00

What a day ? Haha . It is only Wed and there's already many things in my mind . Well , school was okae ? It was only week 3 in this term and I feel so lack behind in studies . Ahh , need to concentrate Mai , concentrate ! Leave all your problems aside !! Have lots of homework to complete . I really need to start studying cause this week and next week is test , test and test . I don't want to fail any of those upcoming test . P.E today , I slacked one corner . Day-dreaming , watch people play volleyball . Woohoo , next week start playing mini tennis ! Wee ! I like ! Recess time , ate and then went up to class room , change and slack until 11.40am . I remembered Zachery said to me " Can you like be happy ? " . I was wondering , do I even look sad in school ?

During physics today . I seriously concentrate in class . Some more , teacher treat drink . POA , I was so engrossed in doing my work . CCT , my form teacher suddenly came to me and asked me to sing for the talent show . Since yesterday seyy . Do I look like I can sing ? Haha ! I scaaaaaaaaared laa ! Then now , I need to look for indian costume . Haiya . ANybody have an indian costume that I can fit in ? (:

Ouhh yaa .. My last point for this post . I don't feel like posting everything about me in this blog . Especially about personal things . YOU STALKER ! One more thing . Hey YOU , I already "helped" don't take advantage ehk ! Don't sweet talk that much to me cause I don't like it .

2010-07-12T20:11:00.001+08:00

Yeay , Spain won the FIFA World Cup !! Weee :D
Don't want to post more .

2010-07-12T01:29:00.002+08:00

Arggh ! It's 1.30 am . An hour more to go ! Should I watch the world cup or should I sleep ? But I don't feel sleepy . Haiyo !! Why is the world cup so late ?? Hurry !! Hmm . Some more later in the morning need to wake up early . And I'm not sure I want to meet Jalal at the canal or not . What shall I do now ? Someone just slept while otp just now . Alamak ! Ckp nk tgk world cup beh tdo . Weak ahk . Hahahaha ! Joking2 . No offence ehk . What shall I do now ? Everybody's asleep and I'm the only one awake . Gosh .

2010-07-11T22:25:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling tired . Hahaha ! Actually not really . Just had an awesome night last night with families and cousins . Had dinner with the four families at Woodlands . Abg Isham treat us and I think what we ate nearly cost to $400 ? Hahah ! Seriously the food was nice ! After that , went to Woodlands Waterfront and saw Zuhairi . Cousins , sister and I went to the end of the waterfront and sat . We then flashback our childhood times . It was such a memorable moment .

There's a lot of memories between us here at Teck Whye . Ouhh I remembered going to police station with cousins and make friends with the police . We sat in the police station and listen to stories all . Then we will get sweets , drinks . Also I remembered the Roslan's family stayed at my place . Wahh .. My house was a big family at that time . There's many things laa . After that , we went to the playground and played there . Hahaha ! Even though the playground was for kids aged 5 to 8 years old . The youngest was K2 and the oldest was 28 . Hahaha ! Fun sia ! We enjoyed our time like the past .

Then , went to the airport to fetch Uncle Salihan as he just got back from Philipine . Pity him that he have to be seperated from his wife . As in cannot stay together . So its troublesome for them to visit each other either at Singapore or Philipine . I forgot my Aunty's name . Omg , how bad ! Wait , I remembered ! It's Aunty Marlene . Sorry , but idk how to spell her name . I miss my Aunty Marlene and I wish to visit her at Philipine one day . Perhaps December holiday ? Haha ! Got home at 2.30am and slept at 3am .

Today , went to Geylang with mother and sister . Sister bought for me clothes for Hari Raya . This year colour is PINK ! Hahah ! Well , so much of walking around . Then father fetch us and went home . Right now , I'm thinking whether to stay up to watch FIFA World Cup or not ? I want Spain to win !!! Go Spain ! Hahaha ! Wth !

Okae well that's entertainment post okae . Well since Term 3 had started , I realised that I'm always feeling so down and mad . It's not important for you people to know about what . Seriously , I've been through a lot . I kept thinking and crying . Sometimes I wonder what wrong have I done . I miss smiling and laughing all the time . These days , I usually fake smile which idk why ? I don't really laugh that much and I always share things with 4 main people .

I really need a time whereby I can think about some matters . I just don't get it . Then , I just feel so useless . I want my happy life . Hmm . How I wish I will fall sick and have MC . That was random . Haha ! Well , I shouldn't talk more . I'm posting rubbish things here and I apologise for that .

2010-07-10T12:51:00.002+08:00

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My leg hurts ! Haha ! Currently I just came back from school . Had duty for the MathsfunOrama thingy . It was fun cause get free chocolate drink . Then was shocked to see my uncle and cousin at the canteen . My lil cousin Salikin had his soccer practise for the west idk what . But yeah , it's good laa . Can be soccer player one day :P Hahahaha !! That was random . After duty , I straight away went home then like shit like that . Alighted the bus and then rain . So I'm wet laa . Sheesh . Since yesterday , I've been cleraing things in my handphone . Tiring seyy . When will everything be cleared ? Haiyo . Troublesome . So people , don't msg me okay . Anything just call my hp num .

2010-07-09T17:06:00.002+08:00

Heyy ! Today , woke up myself cause Daddy never wake me up . Just because he's not working today . I thought he's gonna send me to school or something , but no . Well , what to do ? Then school today was fine . Had story telling or would I rather say complaining with Nadiah ? Hahah ! Yeah and I'm glad she knows what I feel . Never gonna let it out . Don't bother asking also cause I WON'T tell ! :D Hehe . Recess , ate then talk talk talk . You know what ? I hate my handphone right now . I can't receive msg since last night . Like shit . Mintak kene campak dlm tong sampah sia tu handphone ! Then I went to put my sim card in Nadiah's and Amir's handphone to try my luck . Still didn't get any msg . Now , have to waste time but to delete all deleted messages . Waste my time sia . Why handphone not like calculator ahk ? ANything just press the reset button and everything is cleared . Stupid handphone -.-

Today some more no CCA . But I like ahk cause I don't like having CCA . I just don't like staying back after school . Then just now finished up my art piece the lino printing . Very fun sia ! I enjoy it . But then the carving part is not fun ahk . Firstly , my finger cannot be bend for a moment then if you are careless you'll just bleed your finger easily . Luckily I bleed once .. But I don't mind bleeding fr so many times also . Haha , joking !

2010-07-07T21:45:00.003+08:00

I don't know how to describe today . For seriously ahk . I don't know how to describe myself right now also . Guess what ? I ignored some people AGAIN today . Sorry for that to those people . Come one ahk you call , call , call . Irritating laa sial ! Get a life ahk . You think people so free to entertain you is it ? WTF ! Hais . I just need someone right now to express everything . Obviously , someone that I can trust , someone that I can depend on and someone that understands . Arrrgh ! Again ahk , I feel like screaming at the top of my voice . If I scream , later people complain noisy . Correct or not ? You know what I've been wanting to do since last week ? I want to try go somewhere alone and think and reflect . Maybe going to void deck is good ? Anyway , it's just under my block . Easy to go home . Sit there can daydream and make my brain do everything . Sometimes , I just don;t understand why .... Erm nvm . Keep it to myself is good :D It's true what my teacher said to me . " Sometimes by smiling , is a better thing to do eventhough when you are sad and mad . "

Sometimes , I just don't bother to smile . Sorry oka people (: If I have problems that don't really affect me that much , I don't mind to smile and laugh the whole day . But if I have problems that really affected me so much , it's hard for me to smile . Better find a way to make me smile if you wanna see me smile .

And to Udin .. If you are reading this , it's good for you . Yes I know I ignored you right now . But can you please like stand up for yourself ? Don't always depend on me or either Amir . We tell you for so many times already . So , please think and solve it . What you expect me to do ? I can't go to (......) and scold (....) right ? You are already sec 2 and you should know what to do . It's already good that I'm saying this nicely or rather than me screaming at your face about this right ? Think okae !

2010-07-06T19:23:00.002+08:00

School was as usual . Daddy sent me till interchange . First period today was POA . It was normal . Then , MT ? After that was Maths . I hate maths today . Teacher used IT to teached us . I hate learning through IT because I DON'T UNDERSTAND ! Then english , did english worksheet with Jalal and Farihah . Recess , didn't eat much cause I don't like the food today . After recess was chemistry . I asked Amir to teached me something and I ended up doing myself cause I know how to do already :D History was next and I kind of "scolded" Jalal :P Sorry horr .

Jalal : I thought sitting in front can make me concentrate .

Me : Heh . Don't entertain them ahk .

Jalal : Noisy seyy .

Me : (Ignored Jalal) :P

Jalal : Eh , entertain me laa !

Me : I want to study laa ! Don't disturb laa !

Jalal : Haha !

Well , don't take it too hard okae Jalal . I don't really scold you . During social studies I don't really concentrate cause was talking to Amir and somebody beside me is doing something disgusting :P Ewwww ! Hahah !! Then , during CME-PSE do puzzle ? Haaa ! Okae done :D

2010-07-05T17:53:00.002+08:00

Hey ! Today was kinda busy ? Haha , i guess . Finished up my homework since just now . Sorry to Amir , Jalal and Hazz . Firstly , to Jalal . I'm broke after going to town the other day . Haha ! To Amir and Hazz , I've already watched the movie (:

Then today I was being so bustard . I guess ? Hahaha ! Why ? People call me , text me . To some people I replied and answer the call . But some , I ignored . Ignored cause I think they have nothing important to say so I just don't bother to pick the calls . Sorry horr . Anyway , was doing homework what .

Wahh , never before I ignored people's calls and messages . I felt kind of guilty but seriously I just know , that person just have nothing important to say . Hey you , I'm waiting for your text .

2010-07-04T08:26:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was kind of a no mood day . Actually everyday , i surely have no mood . This week is a no mood week for me . Don't even ask why cause I won't tell ! Yesterday went to town to catch a movie with loved ones at Lido . Was out early with my sis to relax and window shopping . Blablabla .. Cousins , sister and I waited for Abg Idris to come back from his soccer tournament . Ouhh btw congratz to Abg Idris for winning 2nd place for SAFRA idk what . Haha ! Yaa , before he arrived . People just came out of the cinema as their movie had ended . I saw this 3 guys looking at us . I thought he wanna ask Kak Idah for her number . So they look and take the escalator down . We all look outside looking at shops . Then those guys , there's 3 guys take the escalator back up again . Those guys came to Khair .

Bdk kental 1 : Apehal kau tgk2 kita org sia ? Kau fikir suka2 pe sia ?
Khair : Sape tgk kau sia ? Aku tgk tmpt laen laa .
Bdk kental 2 : Kau dh lama hidop pe sia ? Kau nk kene ape ?
Bdk kental 3 : (Trying to show his stupid knife from his pants .)

Then Kak Siti cut in .. Wahh , fed up sia . Abg sdare aku baru hidop 16 tahun . Asl kau yg dh lama hidop pe sia ? Kimak , kau nk maki2 mak org . Mak bapak kau tk ajar pe sial ? Beh mak kau tkda puki pe ? Suar ! Nk step besar bawa pisau beh tk brani nk kuarkn . Bodoh . Ape public ? Kau maseh YP laa sia . And I know I also YP but tk mcm kau ! Kau anuh salah org ah bro .

When Abg Idris arrived , we told the story then he already throw his bag down to find the 3 guys . But then Kak Siti stopped him . Aku plak yg kene dgn Abg Idris . I from smiling become like wanting to cry . Come on ahk . Even though I'm angry about it , I'm sad about it seyy . Khair is my abg sdare . I don't want to lose anyone of my loved ones . Hais . If I'm not wrong , my sis wanna find those guys .

2010-07-01T22:09:00.003+08:00

Can I sleep right now ? Ahh , I'm tired ! Too bad I can't . I need to get things to be done first . Tomorrow will be a "BIG" day . It's Youth Day celebration . Fold paper cranes ? Omg , I forgot how to fold already ! I haven't even cut the bloody 8 by 8 paper . Shit shit shit ! Ass laa ! Hmm .. Going to do my maths soon . But I'm very hungry ! Better eat first :D Hais , today I don't really have a mood like that . My mood can be on of every moment . Just now at religious class , I have no mood at all seyy . I also dn know why ? Hah . So I just kept quiet and don't really talk much . Ouhh yaa , next week religious class's exam !! Scared sia ! All this while , I don't really like pay attention that much . No idea why . Maybe due to tiredness ? School this year is stressing and tiring me . Problems here an there ? Toots . Shall ignore the problems . I so so don't wanna think about it . Well this is what school life is all about I guess ? I don't mind anyway , cause I have friends that makes me laugh and smile :D

2010-06-30T06:24:00.002+08:00

POsting early in the morning cause got nothing to do now . Ahhh , my malay teacher asked me wat happened on my Facebook because of my status . What should I answer ehk ? Confirm later in school she will ask . Idk what to answer her . How ? If I tell her ... Hmm . She also can do nothing . Just advise . Hais . Maybe I can just say that it was nothing and I'm okae (: Hahah , yeah ! I sort of like her y'knw cause she is a very caring teacher . ALways can joke around with , like a friend . Mai , bbl mcm phm je . Hahah .. OKae laa , want go tidy up my bed , bathe and go school . Bye !

2010-06-29T21:13:00.003+08:00

Heyy ! Currently , I'm very tired . Today , father sent me to school . Lucky , cause I don't feel like taking bus today . Haha ! So , I take my own sweet time since father sending me . I sat in my room , stare into space . Hahaha ! Left house at 6.40am ? Around there laa . Then had P.E today . After P.E free period , cause my maths teacher never come . Had a great time playing games with friends and it was so funny that I laugh like hell . Then , it was history . Wahh , I really concentrate and never talk to anyone during lessons today . Good Mai , keep it up :P Everything is as usual . Then during malay class , I have to pay 10-cent just for talking in English ? Toots . Bulan bahasa , so ? Talk in english wrong , talk in malay also wrong . Haiyo ! But its okae laa . Only 10-cents . Next time should just whisper when I talked in English during Malay class . Hahahaha !! Then after school , helped Nad , Syahf and Syak cleaned up the councillors room . The room was freaking messy . While they do their homework , I cleaned up . When they cleaned up , I rest . Hahaha ! Then went home with Nad . Otw home , saw Abg Idris making his way to work . Reached home , straight away bathe and went out with family to Sheng Siong to buy monthly stuffs . Then had dinner at CCK Park . Went to Lot 1 to buy art stuff . Lucky not expensive . Everytime must buy art stuff . Now , I'm very tired and got homework to do .

2010-06-28T20:53:00.003+08:00

Today is the start of school and I have to go school early by 7am to learn how to make a paper crane . Omg ! First I wanna talk about yesterday . Yesterday , my new aunty which is a philipine came to my house . At first I felt weird to salam her . But have to cause she has converted to Islam . Got to know that he went to Grandfather's grave with my uncle which is her husband and Abg Idris . Very sad seyy . Why ? Erm , I never went to my Grandfather's grave before but I wish to one day . How sad . Never get to see him in my entire whole life and never went to his grave . If he were to be alive , I bet he will be my greatest Grandfather . Mother used to tell me all about him but too bad . Then yesterday was otp with my friend , was talking about many things . I cried while otp . Long story and sad of course . I can feel my friend's condition . Then today woke up at 5.35am , and met Nad and Syahf at the interchange . We went to school together . Then went to councillor's room to take some trash bags and went to the range and learned to fold paper cranes . Now , I forgot how already . Hahah ! Well today school .. How to say ? Well , I don't really have a mood today . I hate the timetable and I hate my new sitting arrangement . Hate it sooooo much ! I hope from this term onwards , I will really concentrate on my studies . After school , leave school with Jalal and Asyraf . Planned to go Lot 1 . But then , went to Yew Tee Point first with Aliah and Farihah . We ate at KFC . Played a game , I can't remember what game . Then off to Lot 1 with Jalal . Went to Popular to buy some stuffs . Thanks Aliah for lending me your popular card . Hurriedly went home cause I really had a bad headache . Reached home , I didn't realised that I straight away throw myself in bed . Woke up at 7pm . Still having headache till now . Hais .

2010-06-26T15:33:00.003+08:00

Next monday school reopens ?! Argh , I'm still in my holiday mood .. This week was kind of fun . But the thing I don't like is that my neck and my back always hurts . Super irritating because I have to sleep with something to put on my neck and my back . Yesterday webcaming with Syakila . Haha ! There's one time she have this fierce face . Haha ! My mother also so KPO want to see who I webcamed with . Heh . Then today woke up early cause had breakfast with parents at Geylang . Today , I sort of like got no mood to go out . Every minute I will ask my parents " Are we going home yet ? " . Haha ! I guess because I don't like going to Geylang . So not my favourite place . I was so happy because I send Jasmine a very long email . Whoa , that sounds stupid . Haha ! But I don't care . Yaa , I sent her a very long email . I realised something and I've learned something . Idk since when I'm like so disciplined about something , but I like it . I guess ? Haha . I remembered telling my sis " Only for this year . Next year , NO WAY !" . Then , yahh , something just bothers me . Whatever ! Ouhh yaa , sometimes I really HATE going to Teck Whye "shopping centre" !!!! Why ? I will end up RUNNING back home -.- Idiot people , with no life ! Asshole !

2010-06-21T12:19:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not posting due to I'm not home and lazy to post . Haha !

Saturday Night :

Went to Changi with the Salim's , Roslan's and Samsor's family . Eventually Aunty Tini and granny was sick after coming back from umrah . I pity them . Then yaa , ate and played badminton with cousins . We played like YOG like that . Mepek , i know . Then at 12am , we said Happy father's day to my father and uncles . Give them presents also . Hehe !

Sunday Night :

Went to NUH to visit mother's aunty . She just came out of the ICU . I was sad when I saw her . Really feel like crying but I endured . My mother's aunty like loss her memory . She talk rubbish and she throw everything and she stripped . This is not funny okay . When I saw her doing that , I looked at her face and hoping that she will stop doing all her nonsense . She suddenly said " sume dh bes ngaji " . What does that suppose to mean . And she saw those ppl who had gone is there . She even said she got 6 children when she only had 4 . So whose the other 2 ? I started to be scared , yeah . SO then we left the hospital . Went to Ayer Rajah Hawker Centre to have dinner . It was Uncle Salim's treat . Superb syiok . Then went to Woodlands Waterfront . I keep on making jokes . Idiot me trying to be a clown . Haha !

2010-06-18T12:18:00.003+08:00

I'm back from YLC Camp . The camp was AWESOME ! I like it and I love my apartment and my room mates . As usual I will always share story one .

Tuesday :

Before going to camp , was messaging 2 bros . Hahah . Amir and Udin . Then meet up with Syahfurah at Lot 1 to have breakfast . Then , went to school to assemble . Reached school , the NP ambassador tell us our room no. and our groupings . Yeah .. Syakila , Rai , Fara and I are from APACHE ! Then we took bus to NP . We alighted at the Loft94 . Reached there , went to our apartment and choose our rooms .

- Welcome tea

-Workshop 1 (Super awesome and I love Candice because she was so bloody hyper !)

- Dinner at Makan Place (Nice food! I like it !)

- Preparation for camp finale

- Freshen up

-Debrief (Had pie kia for supper)

Lastly zzzz . Bt I can't zzzz . Hahahaah !! Ouhh yaa and I shared room with Rai . So I did my own thing . Rai then woke up at 3.15am and she screamed at me for not sleeping . Wahh , like mother sia . She say " What time already? Whaaat ?!! 3am in the morning and you are still not asleep after I had hours of my sleep ? Go and sleep laa ! You ahk . Go and (........) ! Accompany me to the toilet ." Hahahah ! Like mother right ? Then I just gave her a smile and a reason that I can't sleep .

Wednesday :

Had 4 hours of sleep . Woke up at 6am and took a bath . I love the toilet sia , seriously . Very nice !! Had nasi lemak for breakfast .

- Workshop 2 ( I love the speakers cause they are like Candice . AWESOME !)

-Phototaking and Lunch (Had I KFC for lunch and I remembered Wan told me to pack some for him :P) Hahahaha !!

-Workshop 2

- Games at NP Sports Hall .

-Preparation for camp finale

-Dinner and games (Buffet for dinner and an awesome performance by the SLs .

-Freshen up

-Debrief (Syakila and I sat one corner and slept . HAHA ! Tired sia .)

-Zzzzzz

Zzzz but can't zzzz also . Hahaha ! So did my own thing because Rai as usual had zzzz . I packed my stuffs . I slept at 5am . Woke up at 5.55am . Wow !! Bathe and brought my stuffs to APACHES apartment .

Thursday :

Had McD for breakfast .

-Workshop 3

-Tea (Old Chang Kee)

-Workshop 3

-Lunch (Had spaghetti and brownies from BREEKS ! Expensive!)

-Preparation for camp finale

-Camp finale (Super AWESOME performance by other groups . I enjoy screaming and dancing)

-Pack up

-End of camp

The camp was very enjoyable . Its free some more . The apartment was like luxury . Air cons in bed for 3 days . I got to make new friends and get to have fun too . The only camo that can wear jeans and shirt . Awesome speakers which makes me laugh non-stop during the workshop . Such a memorable camp indeed . Worth it you know and the camp was free !

Lalalalala ! Ouhh and I'm dead ! I lost my ezlink for the 2nd time and my i/c ! Aaaaaargh ! thanks Wan and Hairul for trying to look for it . Sorry for menyusahkn korang . Seriously . HAis and I've made police report . Haish . God , help me pls . I hope someone found it and return it to me :(

2010-06-14T10:46:00.004+08:00

Helo !! Well Nadiah should be had gone to Australia already by now . Gonna miss her . I hope she enjoys Australia . And I hope she will have a safe trip . Come back quick . LOL ! Sedih didn't get to meet her . The last time I met her was last week ? Or is it last last week ? Hhahaha !! OKae . Then , tomorrow granny and aunty is back from umrah . Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay !! :D But sadly I couldn't fetch them at the airport cause by the time they reached Singapore , I'm already at camp . Yaa so , tomorrow I'm having camp at Ngee Ann camp . My first ever camp that doesn't need sch based shirts and shorts , but shirts and jeans/pants . Weee ! Haha , whatever . Can't remember went will the camp ends . Lost the consent form . Lol ! Hmm .. Still haven't pack my stuff yet . Haiyo . Still later , going to lepak with frens . Okae , I have nothing to say actually. Done here . Be back sooooon :D

I miss 723926 ! :(

2010-06-13T11:47:00.003+08:00

Weee , my babes are home from OBS . And next week will be with them . Ah , i miss them . Aaaaaand , I'm well now ! Hah . Okae , yesterday had breakfast with sister at Lot 1's LJS . Been talking about lots of thing . Then at night , went to Bugis to buy father's day presents for father and uncles . Then had dinner with the Roslan's family . After that went to Woodlands waterfront . My sister got crazy keep on saying " Eh , I'm at Malaysia ! Wahh ! " . She's crazy . Then mother was about to sit and father said " Eh , don't sit , we are leaving " . Mother stands and father still stayed there . Mother said " Siak btl " . Cousins was laughing like hell . Then we talked about malay language and aunty said my other cousin made a sentence " Pak Samad makan rumput di padang . " We all laughed like hell . Setahu aku lembu yang mkn rumput . Tkleh angkat sia ! Blablabla and went home at 1.30am . Okae , I know this post is so merepek :D

2010-06-10T12:50:00.003+08:00

I guess I feel better than before already . Like I said I'll post about the past few days . So ..

Monday , 7 June :

Syakila , Syahfurah and Nad has gone for OBS camp . I so gonna miss them so much . I'm supposed to go but was force to reject the offer because of my parents . Went to school for a photography course at 8am . I thought I was the only malay from Regent . But Azizah was there too . Yay ! Got friend . Haha ! Talk with Azizah . Wahh , for the first time that I saw Azizah was hyper . But good laa :D There were also people from other schools . There were Assumption English School , Chesnut Drive , Fajar , Greenrdige , Jurong , Regent and Zhenghua . These are all Cluster West 6 schools . First had brief by Mdm Fatimah . She was the head of visual arts in cluster west 6 and also Mdm Fazelah's sec sch art teacher . Wow ! Haha :P Then we proceed to the photography session . We were all in groups with diff schools in one group . I remembered my group got Pauline(AES) , Jenica(Chesnut Dr) . The rest , I forgot the name . Heh . Our first station was macro photography which is conducted by Mr Azwandy(Fajar) and Mr Fadzil(Chesnut Dr) . Second station was potrait photography conducted by Ms Farah(Zhenghua) and Mr Yansen . Got to know that Ms Farah used to teach me dance last time . She was from the crew DC7 . Third station was studio photography conducted by Mr Izwandy and other teachers . Fourth was outdoor photography conducted by Mdm Siti(AES) . And last was movement photography conducted by a Greenridge teacher . It was fun y'know . During the studio photography , Jenica lend me her Nikon DSLR to try using it . Hehe . Then some more free food and we eat 3 times a day . It was worth it okae . And we didn't even need to pay anything for the course . Then , we were dismissed at 4.30pm . I went to Lot 1 to buy screen protector for my handphone . Then saw Amirul and Ihsan . I then meet Khair and went to Grandma's place . Took care of my cousins . Then went home at 11pm .

Tuesday , 8 June :

Felt unwell . And was late for the photography thingy . Went to school with Levina . Then went to edit the phots taken the day before using photoshop . Was happy cause out of 5 , 3 of my photography was used up for editing and to be sent to Mdm Fatimah . Okae lame ! Heard , those selected ones will be printed for 2011 calender . Wow ! Lucky for those who were selected and I wonder whose photography will it be . All have the nicest photography y'know . Then , get certificate . Wee , I like collecting certs ! Then was dismissed and meet Udin for awhile . After that went to meet Nadiah . Was supposed to meet Arif to study but then I cancelled it cause I don't feel well . Arif wasn't well too . So , I went home and throw my bag on my bed and I fell asleep beside my mother . My head was so heavy as I woke up . Then went to Granny's place again to take food for my family and I straight away went home .

Wednesday . 9 June :

Did english , malay , physics , social studies and history quiz on e-blaze . Left house to granny's place . No one was home except for Ang Idris and Abg Idil . I gave away my phone last time to Abg Idris since he wants it . Then all came back home . Watched Niyang Rapik on my lappy with Iman and Fatrees . Went home at 9+pm . Ouhh , and Jalal and Aliah has gone for the NUS camp . Gonna miss them too :P

Today , 10 June :

Couldn't sleep well last night . I woke up at 6am and ran into the toilet and vomit . Weee , finally I've vomitted ! After 3 days of no appetite . But still I got no appetite . No use for me eating also . Cause everytime I eat , I vomit . Don't eat better :P Yaa so , I dont feel like leaving this house already cause I still don't feel well . Better stay home .

Okae that's all . Wahh freaking grandmother story sia I post . And and photos for the photography are uploaded in Facebook :D

2010-06-08T19:31:00.002+08:00

Sori fr not posting yesterday . I don't feel like sharing anything first today cause I don't feel well . Since last night I feel like wanting to vomit . But still has not vomit yet . Ouhh , I feel so sick !! Haven't eat nor drink since morning . I want to eat ! But no appetite ! Hungry :( I want porridge can ? But who would want to buy for me right ? Hah . OKae will share everything tomorrow or whenever I got better already . Boring sia must lay in bed -.-

2010-06-06T13:08:00.002+08:00

I had a bad dream last night . I don't want to tell what but I just hope it won't happen to anybody that I love . I feel so uneasy since just now and feel so rimas . I hope Granny and Aunty is fine in Madinah . Still missing them . I need Nenek ! Been wondering why nenek/aunty didn't called . Come back home ! Pls ! Actually no use right I say like that ? :( Hmm .

2010-06-05T15:11:00.001+08:00

Urgh !! No mood .. No mood .. No mooooood !! Nenek ! Nenek ! When are you coming back home ? I miss you a lot !! Nenek , I need you ! Abg Idris couldn't sleep because of thinking of you Nenek ! Nenek , I need you !! I want to hug you !! Nenek pls quickly come back home ! I don't want to keep on crying :'( Pls be home quick :(
Ouhh , I miss my Granny so much even though I seldom visit her since I step into secondary school . She's the one that took care of me when I'm in primary school . Granny , I miss youuu ! I need you badly so that I could cry on your shoulders :( I'm so sad :'(
* I really need you right now :(

2010-06-05T12:10:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not posting yesterday as I really have no mood at all over something . Even though I'm not in the mood , still I'm happy texting the whole day . Hah . Jalal and Amir advising me over a situation . Otp with Amir , told he something . Then otp with Udin . Suddenly I cried ? Haha ? Was so stressed over something . Why is life so unfair ? Why ? After that otp with Jalal . He talk like he was out of breath . Haha ! No offence but it's true :P Blablabla and I was mad last night . Today , woke up early in the morning to fetch mother from work . After that had breakfast at Al-Azhar . Went to Geylang . This and that . Still today I'm not in the mood . Just so frustrated ? Angry ? Idk ? I feel like shouting at the top of my voice -.- Hais . I want to let it out everything but don't know to who . I've been keeping it all inside . Women really likes to keep things to themselves . For some only . I'm one of them . How I wish I have somebody right next to me right now to let out everything . Better not laa . If not I'll say " nothing happen " . Blablabla . Ouhh what rubbish am I posting ? I'm so sorry for this post it's just rubbish .

2010-06-03T18:48:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating yesterday . Yesterday , didn't go to school for Maths as I have to go to the airport . Granny and Aunty is going to umrah yesterday . So they should have reach Jeddah by today . Hope they are safe and hope they will be fine . Yesterday was kind very sad . One by one salam Granny and Aunty and hugged them . Everyone starts to broke into tears . I was damn sad when I hugged Granny . I'm gonna miss her so much . Aunty too . Then my lil cousin cried as his mother is going . Pitied him and I carried him so that he could cry on my shoulders . Another cousin of mine , Reena cried also as her mother is going . I looked at everyone of my family and cried with them . Gosh , wth . So sad :'( After that , my family went to Geylang to have lunch with Muhammad and his parents. Which is my sister fiance . Was shocked because I heard sister calling Muhammad's parents Mak and Ayah . But its okae laa they going to get married soon mahh . When they want to go home , I was also shocked because Muhammad's mother said I love you to me and my sis . Then she kiss our cheeks . I was like uhh . Hahah !! Then after that went to Lot 1 to change phone . Went home and blablabla . Today went to school . Meet Aliah at int . After that we meet Udin and went to Yew Tee Point to have lunch . Then , I went home . Coincidently , mother took the bus that I'm in at Lot 1 . Alighted with her and help her carry some stuffs . Reached home , bathe and went out . Hehe :D Meet Syakila and Amirul(sec 4) at my void deck . We went to CC , buy food and drink and then lepak for awhile . At 2+ , went to Lot 1 . Sat at the library . Syakila went to fetch Rizqi while Amirul and I story-telling . Funny sia and he have same opinion as me about someone :P After that went to rooftop garden . We play2 with Rizqi . Blablabla then Jalal came . Saw Haziq , my cousin there with his frens too . He also lepaking . Hahaha !! Then went home with Jalal . Okae , I wanna go eat ^^

2010-06-01T21:42:00.003+08:00

Whoa , feels so dizzy . My head feels so heavy . Haha ! Woke up early this morning to do housework before going to school so that Mummy will have less burden doing the housework . Then , meet Jalal at CC's bus stop . Sun tanning eh Jalal ? Hahaha !! Took 985 to interchange and meet Aliah . After that Nadiah joined us . Blablabla and the maths thingy ends at 10am . Aliah and me left first . I went to meet Udin for awhile . He told me about his problems and also the truth about something . But then I'm the kind that have patience , so I forgive Udin about it . After that I went home and take some things . Then went to meet Arep at CCK . We took the MRT to Woodlands . Meet up with Aliah there . Went to KFC and then to LJS since Aliah wanted to eat LJS . Haha ! After our lunch , we went to the library and study . Left the library at around 4+pm . We went back to Causeway and walk around . Then we waited outside LJS . Suddenly , Ashiqin and Nizam was behind me . No wonder Aliah was laughing . Get to find out that me , Ashiqin and Nizam had the same message tone ? Haha , funny sia ! I staright away chnage my message tone . LOL :D Then , Farris , Shahrul , Danial .. came . Skipskipskip , I took the MRT to Yew Tee and took bus 307 . Wanting ti meet HAsan actually to pass him a key . Then he took the bus that I'm taking and I passed him the key . After that I went home staright . Coincidently , they all was at my void deck making their way to CC . Sorry for not lepak-ing with ya'll . I'm just tired . Then I went home , tk psl mrh my mummy . Aiyo ! Then I bathe and fell asleep . So yeah , I just woke up actually . Hahaha !! That's all for today :P Btw thanks to Amir for all the help and support . LOL :P

2010-05-31T12:01:00.002+08:00

I feel so tired . I couldn't sleep last night . I kept waking up every 1 hour . I feel so rimas in bed y'know . Some more my legs and body was aching so suddenly . I finally get to have a nice sleep at 6+am and I woke up at 9am . Did housework , as usual . Yesterday , went for BBQ at Beverly's place . Ouhh , my stomachache came back and now have to be under medication again , how pathetic ! Left early yesterday . Then went to CCKCC lepak with Wan and Hairul . Watch free show . Hahah ! I don't know what else to post about . Haha :P

2010-05-29T15:24:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had kenduri at Grandma's place . All I did was baca doa , eat , talk and sleep . Haha ! Wanted to help but I just feel so tired that I slept from 5+pm to 7pm . Wahh , so ong ! When I woke up , wash my face all . Then wear my scarf properly . Wahh freaking hot sia yesterday . Then helped a bit only . Today , just did housework and laid in bed since just now . And mother was like " You ahk , only know how to lay in bed " . Sheesh . Helping with houework not enough mehh ? What did she expect me to do ? Haiyo . Just now otp with Nadiah . She say my voice cute ?! Hahaha ! Like I just woke up from sleep . Hahahahahahahaha !! Ouhh btw , Nadiah get well tau ! Tomorrow BBQ must laugh with me and Jalal . If you are still not well better go doctor ahk . Speaking of doctor , mother nag at me just now because that time during PTC teacher said I always got stomachache in school . Just about that seyy . She keeps on saying , " I sent you to the doctor a few times already , what else do you want ? Keep having stomach pain ! Don't know how to eat is it ? " . She ahk , urgh ! Nag nag nag , like shit . People stomachache what she expect me to do ? Got medicine can eat what . Still nag nag . Is not that I never eat what -.-

2010-05-27T18:27:00.003+08:00

Tiring day ! Supposing today come to school at 1pm for PTC . But , have to come at usual time for duty . When reached school , end up there's no duty . So , we just give waters to teachers , bring down the decorations from yesterday's achiever's tea and slack . Teacher treat all of us for breakfast and we slacked the whole day waiting for our turn to go for PTC . At 1pm , Daddy called me to meet him at the foyer . When I went down , was shocked to see Mummy with him . I thought he was alone seyy . Haiya ! Because I scared later Mummy nag nag nag . So meet them and I laugh laugh laugh . I also don't know why ? Crazy sia Mai ! Then , had PTC with Ms Sandhya . And OMG I dropped all subjects . Sheesh ! Can I cry ? Wait , no point of crying and it wasn't my fault anyway . Like I said I was having high fever during exams and I couldn't concentrate . Some more , I'm always busy with many things in school and always got home late . So , I really want to work hard so that my grade would be like my Term 1 grade . My L1R4 is only 18 points . Toots ! My L1R5 not eligible for JC !! Unlike term 1 . Haiyoo . My point increased by 9 points -.- Teacher then complained to my mother that I always got stomach ache .

Teacher : What happen to your maths ah Maisarah ?

Me : No laa , that time I got fever .

Mummy and Daddy : Yaa she that time having fever and she said she couldn't concentrate .

Teacher : Yaa , I realised that she keeps on falling sick . She's been having stomachache since at Vietnam . Are you going to do something about it Maisarah ? You keep on falling sick . you should go for cehck up . You must takecare of yourself .

Me : I'm okae already .

Mummy : I know . I already sent her to the doctor a few times already .

Teacher : I think she didn't eat properly or something .

Mummy : She very stubborn . I buy for her supplements but she don't want it . I always advice her to eat .

Teacher : Maisarah , breakfast is very important . You must eat okae . If not you will tend to be weak .

Actually , they said about many things . I'm not that crazy to post everything . Well , I'm fine now ? No worries . Ouhh I kept smiling and laughing . Just wanting my parents to smile . Then my parents went back home ehile I do duty . Wahh , sleepy seyy . Until I fell asleep at one point of time . Even otw back home I slept in the bus cause of tiredness . So , June holidays , I guess I got to focus on studies . Alamak , tomorrow got kenduri ! Must help out . Aiyo ! Tired ! Tired ! Pfft -.-

2010-05-25T21:11:00.004+08:00

Sorry for not posting . I've been very busy with school stuffs . Yeah , once again sorry . So last Sunday went to Spore Expo to watch Dewa Dewi 2010 . Saw Voguelicious there ! Woohoo ! Fauzi Voguelicious smiled at me . Haha ! K whatever about that . Not important ! Monday , was home at 7pm . Got course from 2pm to 6pm . Today also . But today was home at 7+pm . Got briefing and been doing a few things . Wahh stress , but have to endure . Now I know how Jasmine feel . I was glad that she adviced me to stay strong . That's what I'm gonna do . I want to stay strong and endure all the problems that I will face in the future . What a busy days in this week . Some more tomorrow I'll be home at around 9pm . Got achiever's tea duty . Thursday will be a terrifying day for me . Why ? Get report book ! And my father is coming to meet my teachers . I'm so dead ! I was sad that I dropped all subject just because I was having high fever during the exam periods . I'm upset that I didn't do well . Got to work harder for next semester . K all this shit , don't wanna think about it now . Today school was super slacking day . Half of my class didn't come as they planned to . During art , was sitting at the hall with the Sec 2s . Did graffiti . After recess , I slept for 2 periods . Teacher borrowed my pen and never return back . But its okae . Then slacked at D&T workshop which I dn know why I go there . Ouhh , to slack with Nadiah and Jalal . Then at 1.15pm , I'm off for my course . Eh , holidays is coming in a few days ! Wee ! BUT ... I'm not sure if I really could enjoy my holidays . First week of June holidays , confirm need to come back to school for extra lessons . That depends if teachers change their minds laa . Then , Granny , Aunties and Uncles and some of my cousins will be at Arab Saudi . They are going for Umrah . Except for my Aunties and Unles , they are going for Haji . I wanna go Haji , cn ? I wanna follow Aunty Sam and Aunty Tini :'( Haish .. Then confirm must teach my cousin again . Well second week of June hols , I'm supposed to go for OBS (Outward Bound Singapore) Camp . I didn't go cause parents scared that I'll get injured or fall sick . Sheesh , I've been wanting to go for OBS seyy . Haish , parents nye pasal , tk pegy laa kn . Third week , got camp at Nanyang Poly . Or is it Ngee Ann ? Don't know laa . Maybe there will be outings . Hope I'll be free when there's outings . Life is never easy .

2010-05-23T15:02:00.003+08:00

Currently , my room is in a mess . Why ? Because I throw worksheets and papers all over the place . Right now , I just can't be bothered of doing homework and filing in papers . So , that's why I just throw it all over the place . Today was nothing much . Hell yeah , I'm bored ! Not really that bored . I just went surfing the net browsing for handphones since morning . I was in love with a phone !! HTC Smart ! Cn I own that phone please ? I want it ! I want it ! I want it ! Hahahaha !! Been asking Jalal just now whether Samsung Monte or HTC Smart better . Haha ! But right , the camera resolutions sucks ! It's only 3 and the other one is 3.2 megapixels ONLY . Toots ! -.- But , I don't mind about camera resolution . Hehe . Well , was otp with Aunty Sam just now . Haha , I gave her a nick :P Yeah and Aunty Sam was asking me whether I'm going to Spore Expo . There will be a fashion/modelling show at 8pm later . Sheesh . Yaa , my cousin participated in it . Who ? Erm .. Kak Idah participated in it . The show is Dewa Dewi 2010 . All the best laa kn . Heh . Okae ! I'm supeeeer hungaaaaaaaaaaaaary ! Haha ! There's food at home but I don't feel like eating it . Feel like eating someting else . Mai , you so cerewet ehk ? Sepak nak ? -.- Okae , that was lame ! Let me just go and eat something for alas perut ^^

2010-05-22T20:13:00.002+08:00

Finally I got out of house today ! If not I will be stuck at home like prison . Eventhough I went out with my family every weekends . So , when I woke up today . The first thing that I saw in bed when I looked out of the window was Wan . Hahaha !! Coincidence that I saw him when I just woke up . Haha ! He and his skateboard . Then , I tidied up my bed . Do housework and then bathe . Had breakfast and watched TV . I went out at 1pm just now and saw Abg Muhammad at void deck waiting for sister . Went to Lot 1 . Meet up with Hasan and Raihanah . We then look for places that's suitable to do our work . We finally got a sit at KFC . Soon after , Syakila came . We did the student suggestion schemem thingy . A lot sia ! There are a few hundreds of them and we are not done yet . Syahfurah then came at 3pm and Hasan left for soccer . At around 3+pm , we make our way to Jurong Point . Saw Hasan , Troy , Andi , Izzan and Qamarul . Ouhh yaa , saw Eirfan too . At Jurong Point , we looked for the stuffs that we wanted to buy . Blablabla and then went back to Lot 1 . Buy some stuffs also and went home . So , I reached home at 7pm . Hehe ! Menyingah sekejap that's why I was home at 7pm :D

2010-05-21T19:15:00.002+08:00

Eh my second post ! Just now forget to share one more thing . During mother tongue class . Hahaha !! Funny ahk ! I didn't realised that the class was silent when I talk . Here's the situation , I translate in English :-

Haiy : I cannot laa .
Amir : Serious , I also cannot .
Me : You ahk , when I'm OK you KO . When I'm KO you OK . Pantat !
Teacher : Wahh , Maisarah . Your languange is so nice ahk ? The last word that you said . What you said ? Err .. Pantat ?
Haiy and Amir : Smiled at me .
Class : Laugh laugh laugh !
Me : Alaa teacher ! Sori laa teacher , sorry . (laugh and smile)
Nadiah : Haha ! Maisarah funny . Pantat ! HAahahah !!
Me : Hahahaha ! Shh .

......................................................................... LESSON ...............................................................................

Blablablablablablabla ..

Teacher : ......... Like Maisarah just now say PANTAT !
Me : Hahaha ! Sorry :D
Teacher : Next time , slap you then you know . Hahaha !
Me : Eh teacher , don't ahk . I'm sorry (wide smile)

Hahaha ! That's all that I remembered . Funny sia , seriously .

2010-05-21T18:48:00.002+08:00

I guess it's an anonther wondeful day today huh ? Had a bit of hard time waking up this morning . I walked a bit slow too . My feet hurts , so cannot walk faster . Haha ! Then , otw to interchange , saw Wan and Hairul . Suddenly Hairul walked so fast . So , I walked with Wan . Then I took bus to school . Erm , lets skip to lesson time shall we . During maths period teacher was scolding half of the class like a crazy women . I ain't teasing but it's a fact . What I know is the first word when she went mad was " F*** you ! " . She didn't really say the word laa , she just said 'F' . Now let's skip to during PSE . Jalal , Nadiah , Izzah , Izzati and I was laughing a lot . It was so hilarious gila ! We laugh ada cara y'know ^^ Haha !! I laughed with my head on my knee . Haha ! Izzati laugh , hands banging on the table . Jalal , his hilarious laugh . Nadiah , her copy of Izzati's laugh . While Izzah , normal laugh . Hahaha !! Seriously very hilarious sia . Okae , now skip to after school . Jolynn came to me and said about some things . So , I went to follow her as I don't want to get hurt . Then Desmond was like calling me KT . Toots you laa ehk . Haha ! There's one time , Wan , Farris and Aqul came . The funny thing is that they laugh when they saw someone . Then Wan was laughing till he fell on the ground and laugh . Hahaha !! Funny sia ! After that , I went to Yew Tee Point to meet Amy and Jalal . We then went back to school . They went for their CCA while I go watch rugby C division friendly match . Wee , won 3-2 ! Is it ? Haha !

2010-05-20T21:56:00.004+08:00

Today was an interesting day ! Reached school , Syakila and I meet Mr Ng (OM) . He guide us how to raise the half mass flag . First time I did that . Feels so honoured . Cheyy ! Hahah !! Today was in class for only 1 period which is the first period after assembly . Then at 9.30am , Jasmine and I went to the prefects room to change and everything laa . We left school and Nathan said we going Orchard ? Haha , he ahk make jokes sia . So , we took the bus to Yew Tee . Reached Yew Tee , we had breakfast at KFC . Yummy !! Heheh :D Left KFC and I remembered I left my hp on the tray . Luckily I remembered ! If not , I confirm panic to the max ! Haha ! We ran back to KFC sia with the tight skirt and court shoes . Terrible ahk ! Hahaha !! Then we hurriedly took the MRT . Guess what ? Jasmine and I had a wonderful adventure in Singapore . We have to go to NYJC at Lorong Chuan . We took the long route to go there . From Jurong East , we alight at Dhoby Ghaut . From Dhoby Ghaut , we took the circle line to Lorong Chuan . When we are in the circle line MRT , we realised we took 20+ stations . Haha ! We realised that we can actually have a shorter route . We could take the red line to Bishan . From Bishan , take circle line to Lorong Chuan . Toots sia . Hahah !! Feels like an idot at that time . We reached Lorong Chuan at 11.45am . And the investiture starts at 11.30am . Jasmine and I thought that we were late . We hurriedly find away to get to NYJC as we reached Lorong Chuan . Funny sia . We first walked at the longkang then see the route likr cannot reach the school . Then we ran across the grass . Blablabla , finally reached at NYJC . So , the GOH wa sjust right in front of us . We over took the GOH and get our seats in the hall . The investiture was okae laa , and very formal . AFter the investiture , get refreshments . We then left NYJC and went back to school . Reached school , change and I went to comp lab . Woo , Ms Sandhya is getting married this weekend ! I'm happy for her :D Then after school , went to Lot 1 with NAd , Syahf , Jalal , Nasirah and Hester . Blablabla . We went home . Hehe :D Then went to religious class . After religious class , went home with Wan . Talk talk talk with him . Wahh , finally I talk to him like face to face . I missed talking to him . Haha ! :P

PS : I love youuuuuuuuu !

2010-05-19T20:48:00.002+08:00

Today :-

- Went to Republic Poly .
- Did duty
- Ate rice at Republic Poly
- Continue with duty
- Went back to school
- Meet some people
- Went to Lot 1
- Went home
- Slept
- Playing lappy

Sorry for the lazy post . Just plain lazy to story everything .

2010-05-18T20:21:00.003+08:00

I feel different today . Haha ! Random ehk ? School was normal but I just don't talk much . Been sharing things with Aliah , Amir , Jalal , Haiy and Nadiah . Then malay class teacher always "disturb " me . Have to rearrange tables and chairs for tomorrow . I translate the convo in eng k.

Teacher : Why is this kid facing the back when I'm at the front .
Class : Laugh laugh laugh
Me : Sigh . ( Look at Nadiah , turn back , cover my face and look up )
Teacher : Now she look up . I wonder what is she looking at ? Maisarah !
Me : (Ignored teacher )
Teacher : Maisarah !
Class : Laugh laugh laugh .

Teacher then went out of the class and talked with Ms Lim . I aslo shift to Amir's and Haiy's table . Talk talk with them . Let's continue with the convo .

Teacher : Eh now , she shift sit .
Nadiah : She feels hot laa , that's why she shift .
Teacher : Ouhh , no wonder . Eh , but at her sit , on top got fan what ?
Me : (I looked at teacher and looked down )
Teacher : Maisarah , are you okae ? Are you crying ?
Amir , Haiy and Nadiah looked at me and smile .
Me : Ah ? No laa , I'm not crying .

Okae , I know it's a lame convo laa kn . But nvm . Then after school went to the foyer and waited for Ms Su to go to Republic Poly . Went there by Mr Ng's car . Reached there , went to the canteen and buy food for Ms Su . Then meet Ms Su and Mr Ng . Did a lot of things there . Had briefing all . And tomorrow I'm not coming to school . Hehe . Went home after the briefing and reached home at 7pm . I took a bath and grab a snack . After that , I went to meet Jalal at the CC's bus stop . Pass him something and talk talk for awhile . Hahah !! OUhh yaa , got back all my exam papers back . I hate all my marks y'know ! I could've done better . The worst thing is that , I had fever the whole of the exam period . I swear I couldn't focus doing the paper and to even study . The fever seriously is very distracting cause you will tend to feel useless . That's how I felt . Okae2 , enough of my grandmother story . I apologised if this post is bloody boring . Cause , I don't know what to post about actually . Yeah , so I talked rubbish here . Hehe !

2010-05-16T18:20:00.002+08:00

Another hardworking day today . Same thing , did housework . After doing housework , help mother to cook . Then , I had my breakfast , watched TV and cleaned up my wardrobe . My wardrobe , wahh .. What a mess !! I cleaned up and happily throw away clothes that I don't wear and clothes that I hate . Haha !! If I were to have all the money in the world , I would change all my clothing in my wardrobe . Last night went to Bugis with family . Sister bought me 2 tops . Hehe . Then , we had dinner at Al-Azhar . After that went home . Ouhh , I made Jalal jealous because I ate chewy junior yesterday and he was craving for it . Eh I skip skip my story . Haha ! Lame ! Okae after cleaning up my wardrobe , I cleaned up my entire whole room . Get discover a lot of things because all my stuffs are all over the place . But now , it's clean okae ! Hehehe .. Tidied up my make up box and I'm suprised as I got 6 mascaras and 3 eye shadow palettes . Feel like throwing or giving it away but sayaaang . Better to keep it . Now , I'm satisfied that my room is clean . So my mother won't be complaining " Aku nk nanges tgk bilik kau , pegy kemas laa , tlg laa " . I'll be like " Sape uroh kau tgk ? Kau jgn tgk laa , nnt happy . Hehe ! " . Hahah ! Stupid convo of mine with my mother . Tomorrow schooling . Haish . Wonder how is my day going to be like for tomorrow .

2010-05-15T17:20:00.002+08:00

I'm so hardworking today . Woke up at 9am and nobody's home . Thought that father is working and mother and sister will be home from work late . So , I happily do most of the housework . Haha ! Then after bathing , all of them was back . Got to know father isn't working . Gosh , tahu tk uat keje umah . Lau tk dia lengang je tk uat ape2 . Menyampah ! But I do the housework with sincerity laa , so its okae . Then , had breakfast . After breakfast , I made myself busy by filing all the worksheets in the files . I did it for all subject files . Then right , I accidentally threw away one english worksheet . Alamak ! I just completed that worksheet today and in a few minutes its in the rubbish bin . Haish , what to do ? But its okae , I guess ? Then , Aunty give ice-creams . Wee !! Wahh , she gave a lot seyy . Now my freezer full with ice-creams . I think she went to the ice-cream factory just now . Long time never it ice-cream seyy . Btw , congrats to the bdk hall for winning 20-0 for the soccer match just now . Was it 20 ? Or 30 ? Hahaha !! And Zakir , before kicking the ball aim properly laa , dn hit people's face . Pfft . Haha . I realised I talked rubbish in this post . Better stop now :D

2010-05-14T21:33:00.003+08:00

Today went to school . Met Jalal at bus stop and we walked to CCK . Thought of meeting Nadiah but she was late and she asked me to go first . We meet up with Limin , Joseph and Yeong Siang . We went to school together . After the ACE learning thing , went to Yew Tee Point . Had breakfast , played PSP and went home . Sorry Nadiah because I cannot go your house . Erm .. Sorry people if my post seems like I'm not in the mood . Really I'm not in a mood anyway . Urgh ! Actually I was fine awhile just now . How pathetic it is when someone kept saying that you are angry towards them when you already said a few times , no . Then , that person keeps on asking for forgiveness . This situation really makes me from not being angry to really became angry towards that person . Ergh , feel like shouting at the top of my voice y'knw !! Eeeeeekk !!!

2010-05-13T18:02:00.001+08:00

Yesterday break record ! Haha . Was at LJS at Yew Tee Point as usual fr long hours . I was there with Jalal and Udin from 11+am till 7pm . Haha ! Long right , I know . At first , after exam .. Followed Amir , Udin and Zakir go Yew Tee Point . As usual the place is LJS . I did my art prepwork , trying to complete it . Thanks to Udin and Zakir for helping me to colour my colour visual . Heh . Then , Jalal came with Amy . We chitty chat a lot . Talke about so many things . Mostly a bit dirty . Haha ! Amy then have to went home . Left with the rest of us . At around don't know what time , Zakir went home . At 5 or 6pm like that , Amir went home . Left with me , Jalal and Udin . Udin was drawing , I was colouring and Jalal was studying . All do our own thing . Left LJS at 7pm . Reached home at 7+pm . Quickly bathe and had dinner . Then , I continued with my art . Slept at 2am last night . I had only 3 hours of sleep . Gosh , tiring but I don't wish to sleep . Just now , exam was 3 hours and I'm going crazy while doing . Tangan lenguh seyy ! Then after my art piece was collected , I left school and off to Yew Tee Point alone since they was at LJS already , Mentang2 paper drg 2 hours je . Pfft ! Hahaha !! Reached LJS and there was Aliah , Amir , Farihah , Jalal and Udin . Soon after , Aliah and Farihah left for Woodlands . Left with me , Amir , Jalal and Udin . We ate . I remembered yesterday we ate a lot of choco cream pie . Then just now at arnd 12+pm like that , Zakir came . Then at don't know what time Amir and Zakir left for hall . Then a few moments later , me , Jalal and Udin left LJS . Reached home got to know Jalal was lock out , Udin was sad and I have to do housework . Haha ! Hancur .. But now all is fine . Later still need to go religious class .

2010-05-11T16:52:00.002+08:00

Had maths paper 2 today . It was better than yesterday's maths paper . After exam had physics supplementary . Paid attention for awhile and the next moment is that I talked and laughed with Nadiah and June . Haha ! After physics , went to the canteen with Amir . Fyi , Amir is Amirul . Started to call him Amir already . Heh . Then we call some people . After that , I went to the D&T workshop to meet Jalal and Aliah . Amy was there too . They were doing their things . Headed to Yew Tee Point after that . Ate and chitty chat . The next moment , Amir came with Udin . Was unexpected . Amy , story blm blg ? Aku plak asek open close . Jalal , listening to music . Aliah talked with Amir . Me ? Talk to Udin and Amy . End up I revise my physics . Haha ! Aliah and Amy then went to Woodlands . They asked me to go a long with them but my ezlink going to finish . Then Jalal went home . Me , I still want to revise physics . So I stay . Amir sat one table with Michelle , Jing Wen , Leqi , Yeong Siang all . Having a nice conversation . Me , I revise and talk talk with Udin . He draw2 on tissue paper . Bla bla bla and went home at 3+pm . Here I am now . Been thinking whether I want to do art or not . Gosh , I'm damn lazy to complete my art even though I'm left with the last page which is the colour visual . And damn , Firday still need to come school . Sheesh ! Nvm , my plan can still go on on Friday . Hehe (:

2010-05-09T13:28:00.002+08:00

Hey , it's mother's day today . Happy Mother's Day to my beloved lady whom I call Ibu . Also happy mother's day to all mothers . Last night had a celebration with 5 families at Changi . Saw Syeikhul at Changi too . Haha ! Was at Changi till like 3am . Reached home at about 4am . Ouhh ya , took pictures also . More pictures at my facebook okae . Erm , I feel bad for Wan about last night . Wan , I'm very very very sorry :'(

2010-05-07T19:54:00.003+08:00

Had history and POA paper today . History was okae , hoped I passed . While POA was stressing me out . I did the paper like crazy . I even slept just because I was annoyed doing the paper . I woke up and do a bit and sleep again . Then Ms Tan woke me up asking me whether I've finish doing the paper or not because I slept and holding on to a pen . Then I told her no and did my paper . Wahh , I think I wrote rubbish for most of the answers seyy . Die !! After the paper , went to Yew Tee Point with Aliah , Amirul , Jalal and Izzah . Was thinking to have lunch before going to physics supplementary . We walked to Yew Tee . Then Udin joined us . He ahk , want to salam also play play . Ketok kang ! Haha ! We went to LJS to have lunch . At don't know abt what time , Izzah went home . Then , dn noe what time also , Jalal went home . So , it's left with me , Aliah , Amirul and Udin . I got upset because Udin told me something . For seriously , when I got to know about it , I was so in a confusion y'know . Haish . I don't know what to about it . But ergh ! Nvm laa . I don't want to let it out here . We sat for like around 3 hours in LJS . Then somebody said the supplementary was cancelled and went to tell June about it . I pity her as she's been in school waitng for the supplementary with Khalis . End up it was cancelled . Haish ! Then Udin was pleading to go to the hall . Walked there and otw there , saw Afiq , Syeikhul and company . Reached the hall , sat at the playground with Aliah . Went home at 5pm . Reached home , bathe and slept . Father woke me up and mother scolded him for waking me up . HAha ! Because mother said he's interupting me in my sleep as I'm very tired . So I just woke up just to share about today . I'm done here .

2010-05-06T22:31:00.002+08:00

I am upset . Deeply inside , I'm very very very very very very very sad . Ergh !! Sad sad sad :'( :'( :'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(

2010-05-06T17:57:00.002+08:00

Had social studies exam today . Damn I got stuck for the comparison question as I've forgotten the method . I completed my exam right on the dot it has to end . After school thought of teaching Saiful but change my mind cause got something on . Sorry Saiful . Must apologise to him tomorrow . Then , went to Yew Tee Point with Izzah , Aliah and Jalal . Went to buy some stuffs and then we sat at Burger King for like 2 hours ? Then left Yew Tee Point and I went to meet Udin at Yew Tee MRT . He was with Idil . Izzah has left with her mother while the remaing of us together with Udin and Idil walked . Udin and Idil went to hall while the remaining of us went to meet Marsya and the rest . Celebrate her birthday . So , Happy 15th Birthday Marsya !! Then , went to Lot 1 , with Amy also . We toured Lot 1 and ended sitting at the roof top garden and get some fresh air . We talk about certain things and stuffs . Then went walking around again and went home at 4pm . Later got religious class . Haiyo , tomorrow got history and POA !! :( Haha !

2010-05-05T19:36:00.004+08:00

Whoa awesome day today ! In the morning , went to school with Nad and Syahfurah since I met Syahfurah at the traffic light . Today had engglish paper 1 and paper 2 . It was okae I guess ? Hahah ! After the paper , went to meet Mr Low for the OBS thingy . Haiya , need to go check up some more . Then , went to meet Saiful and went to the school library with him . Was teaching him maths . I think I didn't really teach him that good . Haha ! He seems not to understand but he said he understood . So , I got Amy , Izzati and Amirul to teach him also . I think tomorrow will be teaching him again . Left school at about 2+ like that ? I left first because wanting to meet Udin for awhile . So I told the others to meet me at the bus stop . Went to meet Udin and talk talk talk . Then , Amy , Aliah , Amirul , Jalal and me walked to Yew Tee Point . Went to LJS and ate . While eating , we story telling . I was being so open sia . Because Amy told me to just say anything as they are open . So all of us share stories . Also got funny story . Haha ! Amy , tk sangka seyy . Haha ! For the first time that I share stories with Amirul . Wahh ! Haha ! Okae lame . All of us story story story and Aliah was so sotong . Everytime when we finish talking , she will be like giving a blank face . Weird ahk she but funny :D Went home and reached home at 6pm .

2010-05-04T19:51:00.002+08:00

Heyy ! Today school was nothing I guess ? Almost all periods after recess , I slept . Clever me go eat the medicine that cause drowsiness . So I slept a lot in class . And hell , today was a bloody hot and perspiring day ! After school went to minimart with Raihanah . Went back to school and class after that . I slept in class until 4pm . Woke up and it was social studies supplementary . Went home straight after that . Then right , I suddenly feel upset . I don't know about what but I'm really upset . Why ehk ? Hmm . Alamak , no mood ahk tu post . Done here .